It took me so long to figure out that this is the end of our story. I never realized it, but you too are meant for eachother. The way you look at her the way you defend her it's blissful. I've never hated either of you for finding your feelings for eachother, I was just broken. but the thing is, it's meant to happen. You bond with her, and so does your family. I never did that with you. I wish we did this, but I do realize it's all my fault and I except that. I am so sorry. I wish I never interfered with love at it's peak and I should have never gotten upset. as much as I hate to admit this, i honestly believe she loves and understands you more than I did. Of course I miss us,who wouldn't? But that fact that you two are happy makes up for it. I never wanted to hurt her or you. I just hope one day you realized I cared ebough to let you move on. there is so much I want to say but I know that if I said it it would ruin everything. don't worry about me, I will find some one one day. but I can't promise you find some one better fit for you than her. all I want for you is to be happy and that's the truth. I'm honestly still trying to put the pieces back together from the break you made but that's pk. maybe one day some one will gallop along and put them together. I can not stress ebough how much I care and understand what you did. It's still hard to grip the fact that the feelings we once shared are just a distant memory but I have all of our good ones burned into the back of my mind and they will always be there for reference. all I ask is that you never forget me or what has happened. I know I will never be your beautiful bride though I never intend to, my only wish is that I'm in the front row watching the ceremony. so as I type the last words that came from the heart, i salute to you that things will be different from now on. I now say this as a final goodbye. a goodbye to my first of many loves.
