I look up and it's her it's obviously her and it's always been I open my eyes and wrap a arm around here in a hug sort of way. She nuzzles my chest and gives me a hug. I sit up not to be rude and ask her how her day is going. She tells me her day is going fine and I believe her even though sometimes I don't believe her in the back of my mind I stand up to go to breakfast as there is every single morning in school derp am I right. I go up to the lunch line and get what I need and then I go back to sit down at my table. I think about how little of the time I do hardly anything so the day before I asked her to go to the park with me and she said she'll think about it and I believed her there as well I've always believed her in a sort of silly way that is if she wasn't s*** talking. Sometimes my friends can be so silly but that's how I need them with my shity life. Halloween was just around the corner and then I figured that might be my time to shine although she wasn't a person for getting scared. So I figured why don't I impress her on how scary I can be. Cuz like every Halloween eyeball out that's how I am nothing less nothing more and that's how it should be because why else or what else what I wanted to be nothing really. She sits next to me on the table and I smile at her it isn't exactly a shining smile but she understands my just. I go on and put my backpack back down in the lunchroom from my classroom I do this very often exchanging it from classroom to lunch room in the morning because I'm not really sure where or when I'll need it. I think to myself I better have a good day today and hopefully she'll come with me to the park but it's not like a day or anything is just working on homework I guess which isn't that bad. Annun are you okay?. Yeah I'm fine I say to her as she brushes her fingers through her hair. Boy is she beautiful sometimes.
