My little Angel

Chapter 5

He HIT me in the face. My cheek is hot, but the tears that went down my cheeks made ​​it colder.

"NIALL! Why did you do that? It's your little sister, I know you hate here, but she is only 12 and it is intended that young siblings tease the oldest!" Liam yelled at him. Now I’m really scared of Niall. Yes I was afraid of Niall before to, because he have hit me before, right before he left for three fucking years. And I’m never in a millions years going to forgive him. He has hit me two times now.

“What ever” Niall said. When he said that me heart broke into thousand of pieces. I maybe though that he still cared of me and that we could start to be friends and not hate each other, but I was wrong. More tears came down my face now.

“What do you mean with ´what ever´?” Harry said angry. Wow guys supported them even though I do not like them, I feel safer with them than Niall.

I know that the boys are angry at him, but this is between Niall and me. Although I will hide behind Liam's back. I would have chosen Liam because he's the biggest muscles.

I turned around and looked at the boys that are behind me. I looked at them and… wait aren’t they five, Niall is behind me so that means that they are going to be four, but they are just three. Who is missing? Okay let me see we have Liam, Zayn and Harry. Who is the last one?  Seriously what's his name with striped t-shirt and suspenders. He starts with L or something, Lou? No. It has to be Louis. “Yes, Louis is his name!" All the boys started laughing, apart from Niall. "What I just found out that there are Louis we are missing, so where is he?"

"He's on a date with Eleanor” Zayn said quickly. I just nodded.

Okay back to the point, Niall hit me again. No way that I’m still going to stay here. All the boys started to shout at Niall again.

“BOYS!!” I shouted. All of them turned around, and looked at me. “This is between Niall and me so please get out of here” The boys did as I told them and walked out of the room.

“Why do you hate me so much that you don’t care if you hit me, I know that I pissed you of, but that’s what young siblings do, they get their big siblings pissed of. And like I told you I know that I pissed you of, but I didn’t think that your was going to HIT me in the face AGAIN, the last time you also didn’t care and for like an hour ago you said you were sorry and then you hit me again and say you don’t care, WHY!?! Do you know what I have been trough just because you are Niall Horan?  I have been bulled, I started to take self-harm and I also have stopped eating, but you haven’t even seen that I haven’t eat the whole day, and you are my brother!” Now the tears were like a river and I couldn’t see a thing.

 “Look Samantha, of course I’m sorry for hitting you, but I did it on purpose. And I’m sorry for what the girls did to you, but that wasn’t me! I ignored you because I…I…” He stopped up. Like he didn’t know what to say.

“You what Niall, why did you ignore me for three fucking years! And when I needed you most” I said.

“Because I hate you, and I lied to you, I don’t want to be your friend or your brother, and I don’t want get to know you” When he said that I just stood there, he have no feelings in his eyes. Of course I hate him to but I hate him like sister and brother do. They hate each other, but still love each other. But Niall didn’t love me like a sister either he hate me. I can’t stay here any more, not with a brother that hates me so much that he hit me, and the worst part is that I don’t trust the other boys either.

I turned around so my back pointed at Niall, I just stood there for a while just thinking for what I should do. Maybe I could go to the girl right next to us, no of course not I don’t know her, so NO.

“Samantha why are you still standing there you should just run back to Ireland, I don’t want you to live with me and the boys anymore so just pack your things and go” Niall shouted at my back, okay that just sounded weird. But he did. And I can’t believe he said that.