It was in her room.The television blaring. The door almost locked. Her soft palm was sweaty ,as she held Gelda's. Looking up at her with her big doe eyes, making her heart melt twice as much as it already had. Gelda was seated upright, smoking anxiously, a far away look in her eyes.
Tina was nervous,but happy. Gelda was moody. Not any difference there. Maybe that was what made Tina like her so much. Trying to talk to her only made matters worse, somehow.She turned away quietly,covering herself with her Snoopy sheets.
Gelda was mad at herself. She promised she wouldn't deflower a young 16 year old who seemed to be at her place all the time. Persistent,was the word when it came to describing this little slip of a girl; Nymphet,Gelda called her. Looking at her, she felt a small string pull at her heart. A very,very,weak string. Cursing softly,she put out the cigarette and stood up to put on her t-shirt. Although Nympet was totally naked,Gelda was sill in her bra and shorts.
Alarmed, Tina stood up abruptly."What's wrong? where are you going?'',a slight tremor in her voice.''I have to go. My sister will be worried,''Gelda replied flatly. It was a lie,even Gelda herself winced just from the thought. The truth was, she was confused.Unsure about her sexuality, Gelda tried to get boyfriends and recently had a crush on a really good looking guy who didn't give a fuck, and then came this beautiful high school kid, who had a body as tempting as sin,offering herself,claiming to be in love. And in earnest,it was like Gelda was starting to like her. Directly from school,she came to her place,setting herself up prettily on the sofa,patiently waiting for Gelda's arrival. The evening before, Gelda tried to explain that it wouldn't work out,and the complexity of the situation. At the end of it all,Tina was almost naked.
Annoyed, Gelda told her to go home. Without argument, she slunk off dejectedly. The next day at work, Gelda got a text. Tina was not feeling well and was at home,lonely and desperately in need of company.It was all she could do to stay at work. At three,she left for Tina's place.
Lying on the bed, Tina smiled thankfully when she saw Gelda peep through her door. She had waited for this moment for a while now. She stared appreciatively at the older tomboy before her,dressed like she had walked out of a Bullet For My Valentine music video,her black shorts and Chucky Taylors' covered her ample hips and beautiful legs that would look amazing in heels and a sizeable chest that she always covered in t-shirts or shirts. Her hair, cut stylishly short, was surprisingly neat for her outfit and made her look really good.
Tina had planned this for a long time. She had wanted to lose her virginity from the time she knew Marlon Brando was like a sex god in his time. She had fantasized how it would be but never with a boy.She had planned this from the word go,but never thought of discussing it. She had the perfect candidate for the job,and she knew how vulnerable Gelda could be.
As soon as Gelda sat on the bed,Tina persuaded her to sit with her until late while watching a movie.In order,to have a good view,they had to sit side by side and in the process,removed her shoes and settled comfortably next to Tina.
Like it was the most natural thing to do,Tina put her head cozily on Gelda's chest,making both heartbeats hit the roof. Moving even closer,she put her arm casually around Gelda's middle,making sure Gelda felt her young firm breasts rub against her,through the flimsy night shirt she was wearing.
Cuddling closer and closer,quickening heartbeats,thin clothes,sweaty palms,Gelda needed a smoke really badly. She didn't know if it was the need for a cigarette,or the tremble on Tina's lower lip that made her swallow so hard,she almost choked.
''Gelda....",Tina begun,but was cut short by Gelda's soft but cold lips on hers.Her mouth tasted of mints,and something else that she couldn't quite put a finger on.
Gelda thought she heard Tina moan softly.Her lips were soft,her neck softer,God,it was like her body was made of silk.Just touching her made her tremble so bad,she almost thought she would catch a cold.
In less than five minutes, Tina was lying on her back,moaning so loudly,writhing and twisting.When their eyes met, Gelda dipped in her fingers and proceeded to make her a happy girl indeed. Tina burst into tears from the amazing throes of passion that threatened to make her pass out. Exhausted,they both lay on their back,looking up at the ceiling,thinking of nothing else.
Tina cuddled next to her holding her hand,still keeping the contact. Surprisingly, Gelda did not pull away. Instead,she revelled in the moment and dozed off.
Waking up to smoke later,she still found Tina's hand in hers.That was when the anger set in. Why?
After a few moments,she stood to dress and Tina jumped out of the bed to stop her,looking gloriously naked and sweet,standing infront of her unabashedly. Now she understood why she was so attracted to this sinful thing.
Smiling suddenly and taking Tina by surprise,she walked up to her and kissed her so intensely,she shivered slightly.
''I had a wonderful time,sleep.I'll see you later.''Hugging her naked body affectionately,she left her standing there and opened the door,turning to wave slightly. Tina smiled like a cat that just ate a huge bowl of cream. Gelda closed the door behind her gently.
She walked out of Tina's house,and that dead look came back into her eyes.
Deflowering 16 year olds was not her thing,and besides she was still a virgin herself.
She knew she wouldn't see Tina again,and hated herself more. What else was new?
