misty road packed with dried flower petals
falling from above moving next to me
even if i wrench it up
the dirt's still in my hand
memories maintain in my head
for how much i want to change
till my destiny begins
even if the night goes down
nightmare will go on
so i waited till it's dawn
playing a curled up piano in the corner of the tanked room
my eyes might not care
but i'm vinous by my heart
let's keep it like this
cause trying wouldn't help
so i crack up at night
ensouling the sound of a melody waving inside the room
it's preposterous
but why am i crying?
acknowledging stuff
truth hurts but can't be lied
everything's done for a reason
we shouldn't regret nor fear
till the last beat my heart could sustain
ill keep that in my mind
cause i'm dying alone
and nobody seems to care
so i lit up a dreamy candle
that'll follow me through even in the darkness
moment passes as i grew older
that hole you left me seems untouched
so i build a platform across it with a fake smile that i thought would fool myself
it's supposed to rebuild the new me but why am i like this
"im okay" words kept
me cloistered from the world
asking myself why am i feeling this way
12-11-17
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Poetryi'm not depressed, aren't i? i mean, i am not sad, but i'm not particularly happy either. i smile for days but some nights, i forget how to feel.
