Life....
Today I came back to reality. I didn't fully realize that... I won't be young forever and I cannot depend on my parents forever either.
Also, today in school, We had people from a debate team come in to speak with us. It honestly made me realize I am involved in...nothing...absolutely nothing...and... I dunno. It's just nothing interests me so.. I can't join anything I don't want to.
*sigh*
I suppose what I'm getting at is public speaking. I HATE to speak in front of classes and...I realized that in eleventh, tenth, twelfth grade I'll have to do that A LOT.
It makes me just wanna be homeschooled honestly.... It seems so much easier. I'm not sure what to do... do I tell anyone? Should I be homeschooled?
Help me, please.
I'm not ready for life. I know God is with me, but I... I dunno if I can do it... I don't know if I'll ever be able to be on my own.
I just wanna stay with my mom. Am I selfish? Am I naive? Am I stupid? I don't know.
I guess this took my by surprise. Cause it hit like a bullet to my heart...
September Sixth, 2017.
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Diary of a Teen
General Fictiontold from my, Silver's, perspective. since I am basically in sync with my Admin. This isn't a real full diary but I'll be saying what's going on and all that jazz ya know. so please read.
