Lucys pov
Where can i go?Where do i go?
Vero.No,no i can't.Jade.yes.
(A/N little mix)
Camila's POV
I need to find her.I need to tell her why.Its been 2 hours.I haven't eaten and i always eat.i called lucy ans she picks up.Oh god she picked up.
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Lucy babe where are you?
Huh?This isn't lucy this is jade
What?LM?
Yea
Where's lucy?
With me
WHERE AT?!
At my house she is getting popcorn
Oh god,Plz tell me where u live at i need a talk with her.
Umm,Idk.She told me what happened.You messed up mila. She will talk when she wants to.Sorry mila bye.
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Camila's pov
She was suppose to tell me!
Oh god where can she be?!
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2 Days later
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Its been 2 days,No call, no text NO NOTHING?! I have been crying the whole 2 days. The girls noticed and started to worry about me.I haven't eaten.Ive been in my room never left.I was in a trance but then got disturb with my phone ringin.Not bothering to check the name i just answer a dull not happy annoyed hello?
Hi
Who is this
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I asked cuz i forgot who voice belongs to who.
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Jade
Oh wat?
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Not really bothering to listen
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I I mean we ACTUALLY she-
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i cut her off
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Look I dont wanna talk to anyone.I havent eaten nor did nothing but stay in my room and ill stay like this.
Sorry but if i cant talk to dinah or anyone then that includes u.Sorry bye
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I hung up on her and went to sleep.Im not feeling it today.. nor any day.I just want lucy back.
Lucy's povLook I dont wanna talk to anyone.I havent eaten nor did nothing but stay in my room and ill stay like this.
Sorry but if i cant talk to dinah or anyone then that includes u.Sorry bye.
And with that mila hangs up. She wasn't herself.She wasnt happy.Her voice was dull. This is my fault.Its my fault bcz i didnt talk to her for 2 fucking days.
"You have to talk to her.Did u even hear wht she said or how she sounded?Thats not our mila we know.She isn't even talking to finah!!!" Jade said/yells While getting up and grabbing her keys." i know its all my fault we have to go" i said getting up from the couch "What do u think im doing stupid ass" Jade said opening the door.We head for the car and start the engine.***Skip car ride cuz im lazy as shit**
Lucy's pov
We knocked on the door and it opens to be dinah with red bloodshot eyes.She looks at me and hugs me then whispers "She wont leve her room nor eat nor talk to any of us" She crys harder.I pull her back then say "let me go talk to her, this is my fault" I said walking upstairs to camila's room.As i reach the door i noticed how its not locked so i just walk in and see her room is all a mess her tv is on and was watching the titanic,Books all over her floor,finished Tissue boxes on the floor,Papers on the floor, 2 ra-RAZERS?!!!She isnt cutting herself is she?I lookat her bed sheets and relize that theres blood on it.I run downstairs and call dinah "DINAH!" I yelled and she comes running towards me "WHAT WHAT?'" She asked worriedly."DInah, do u ever notice like.....cuts on her wrist?" I aske questionly and in a rush,She looks at me wierdly "No why would u ev- OMG SHE'S CUTTING HERSELF OMG NO MILA NO!" She screams running upstairs and braging into mila's room, I follow from behind. When we walk in i notice how one of the razers are gone,"Finah, She's cutting herself rn omg" I ran to the door nd began knocking and gittung the door."MILA!" Dinah screams,The door doesn't open but u could hear soft sniffes and the fosset on and alot of noises.All of a sudden dinah kicks the door down, Mila gasp and turns around.Omg,Her eyes,Her wrists,Everything was wrong.
I look at her and see her already looking at me with a jaw dropped wide eyes.
Camila runs up to me and hugs me really tightly and lose my balance with her still hugging me in the floor,But she crues harder.I hug her."Im sorry,mila" I whispered to her hugging her more and tears were falling down my eyes."You didnt even call nor text nor nothing lucy why?You know u have this effect on me." Mila says still hugging me with her hands around my neck."Mila im so so sorry,But u cant just cut yourself" I told her, she looks at me "These cuts are how many times u hurt me or how i feel alone when u arent here" Mila says quietly.I look at her and kiss her passionately, god how i miss those lips.
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Ok sorry for this im not sure if its good or not.
Anywas i have been doing this on about Camila/Normani
And i dont know if i should publish it.I think they are by now 10-20 chapters,Should i publish it?