I saw the way you glanced at that one girl on our first date at the fair. When you walked by you took a good look at her and she smiled. You kind of looked down like you didnt see it but i knew you were checking her out. You let go of my hand after that. I knew you wished i wasnt there. I saw all the other girls you looked at, too. At McDonald's you lookef at our cashier person. As we walked out you looked at that girl you used to date and you had the nerve to smile at her. I saw all the times you looked at other women and wished you werent holding my hand, wished that you werent with me. Why didnt you just break up with me then?
I knew why you had invited me over all the times you did after we broke up. You needed someone to touch your dick and you alwayd knew i was the best at it. Someone to kiss you. I was a risk to you. And you liked it. But you wouldnt tell me. You would just say it was because you missed me.
You got mad when the girl youre in love with found out. When she confronted you about it. Why were you upset about that when you asked me to come over ? I knew you missed her. And i was just someone for you to pretend im her with. The second i left each time, i knew why you didnt text me back. You dont want me. Ill let you treat me like a toy even though i said i wont ever be that. But thats exactly what i am. All i will ever be. And i know this. But you dont know i know.
I say how much i hate you but i really hate your actions. I love you. You you you. But i hate your actions. But You're so beautiful and i cant help but stare.
I shouldn't be apologising but i am. Im so sorry. I broke your heart once and now you only want to break mine. And thats what youre doing. And you cant see that.
