My thoughts & feelings

The struggles because of my sexuality ☮️💟

Why can't I be like my family or friends and live a normal life. They didn't have to go through the stage of being confused about their sexuality???. At a young age they already knew who they were attracted too so it didn't cause a problem for them. But for me on the other hand 🤚🏻 it did I was always making scenarios in my head thinking 💭 about how my life would be if I was straight or gay/ lesbian. I never really had interest in boys when I was younger but did go out with some you know how pre-k was if you ever been but I don't count those experiences because I was a child who thought having a boy friend was a game which it was to me. I was always the odd ball out of my family I'm the only gay 🏳️‍🌈person in my family on top of that there religious people who believe being gay is a sin and nasty 😷the second to last topping is that nobody knows I'm gay in my family but only one of my friends do and she accepts me for me and I love ❤️ her for accepting me and the last topping is I'm Haitian 🇭🇹 to finish off the ice cream sundae I just built out of the problems I have to face because of my sexuality and how people will judge me. Which I could really careless if they don't accept me. I Already know some people in my family who don't like gays which I check them off my list of people to cut off. I always imagine my coming out story would be at a family gathering so I don't have to tell every individual person that I'm gay cuz that's a lot of work especially if your family is big like mine is and I would say "listen up everyone I'm gay if you don't accept my life style take your phone out and delete my number out your contacts in the future don't call me out the blue saying you need help after all theses years of not talking that's just the fakest thing ever right there and if you do accept my life style hmu and I don't want to hear 👂 what you got to say cuz I'm gonna hear it from strangers who hates and bash gays on the daily there just ignorant people who always want to say something that doesn't involve them in any way it's already enough that parts of the world 🌎 already hates gay people bye 👋🏽" that's how I imagine me coming out to my family ......................

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~ Mimi out ✌🏾💋👋🏽~