poems- just my feelings

Poem 3

-judgement and resentment-

The shadows of my past haunt me

Tint my tears

Show my pain

Exploiting my brain

Making me cry and see my failures

My mistakes rise

And my choices are those mistakes

Am I really me?

Do I even know my self yet?

Do I understand?

I have not yet figured myself out

So whom are you to assume

Can I answer the questions people ask?

No. Because I don't even know the answers

If I myself can't answer them,

How can others?

They can't, so they see in the dark.

So they see blindly

And are quickly to judge

Judge everyone for whom they are

Supposedly in the bible, it says

Thou shall not judge.

But if you are truly worth the big mans time

You will not consult a book

You will look up to the sky..

Ask for forgiveness, help and love

Praying he understands

But when society can no longer

Handle this they judge

And judgement can lead to many things

Death.. Anger... And resentment.

You can not understand

If you do not hold the Intel

The intel that suppress beneath

Three hearts

One to be shown to few/strangers

One to family and one to no one

So which heart do you show?