Hey, I'm Mark. Mark Fishbach. I'm from Cincinnati, Ohio but I live in Las Angeles, California. I'm currently living in a house with my boyfriend Felix. We both do YouTube for a living, so it's quite easy to live together. We often help each other with ideas, and star in each other's videos. Every video we do together often gets spammed with comments like,
"Pewdieplier!"
"I ship it so hard!"
"They should totally get married!"
Etc. I don't mind it, but Felix does. He often tells me to shut up during videos, and when I don't he calls me stupid. Sometimes he'll even whack me outside my head. I try not to do anything though, since it would only make him angrier. After every video he makes, I have to pick him pajamas, set up the couch, and put on his favorite show. If one thing is done incorrectly, he calls me names and leaves for... whatever amount of time he deems appropriate. Sometimes it's one hour, sometimes it's five days. It depends on the type of week he's having. Usually after he takes his leave, he comes back and apologizes. I always forgive him. I always feel bad for him and convince myself he doesn't mean it. One week though, I made a new friend.
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I've been watching Jacks videos for a while now, and today I would finally talk and play games with him. I was quite excited, because he seems like a cool guy.
"Felix, everything is set up!" I yell to him, so he can hear me.
"Don't yell at me fucker!" He yelled back. I rolled my eyes and started a Skype call with Jack.
"Hey," I hear from the computer. It was weird to hear his voice talking to me, since I'm so used to him screaming in his videos.
"Oh.. heh.. hey," I say, awkwardly.
"How's it goin' Mark?" He asked.
"Uhm... pretty good. Just getting the game set up." I replied.
"Ugh, is the Irish bastard on?" Felix asked.
"Felix!" I said sternly.
"Don't talk back to me." He said back. I just nodded and started up the game. We all were ready, so I said my intro.
"Hello everybody, my name is Markiplier!" I said cheerfully. From the corner of my eye I could see Felix rolling his eyes and scoffing. I must have looked sad, because Jack asked me what was wrong.
"Something up, Mark?" He asked me.
"Huh what? Oh, nothing man." I replied.
"Just checkin." He said. We played the game, which was a game called lover, where you basically have to catch the man your wife was sleeping with while he finds his clothes all over the house. It's a pretty strange game, which contributed to strange conversations.
"If I ever found someone in my bedroom with my girlfriend, I'd just leave immediately." Jack said. I don't know why, but I felt sad when Jack said that. Not at the fact that he'd be angry if his girlfriend was cheating but... I don't know.
"Me too—" Felix said, looking at me suspiciously.
"I would never, Felix." I said.
"Better not." He replied.
Soon we were almost finished playing, and Felix had to use the bathroom. Jack and I continues playing when Jack said something random.
"Hey, if you ever need to talk about anything dude... I'm here. I'm always awake so you can skype me anytime." He said.
"Oh... thanks Jack." I replied.
"Between you and Me, is Felix... how should I put this? Stable.. you know, for a relationship?" He asked. I looked at him confused.
"Of course, he just gets angry and annoyed a lot. He's my beautiful problem" I explained, smiling.
"Just sounds like he's a bit abusive to me dude." He said.
"Well.. I don't think so. I think he'll be okay." I said.
"Alright, just know I'm here."
"I know, thanks man." Felix came back.
"Let's go motherfuckers!" He said. Jack chuckled and I unpaused the recording. Soon we finished recording, and said bye to Jack.
"Finally, were done. Now, you know what to do." Felix said to me. I started to get the couch set up and pick his pajamas.
"What do you wanna watch?" I ask him.
"Tiny house hunters." He said. I try to hold back from laughing.
"Shut up bitch. It's a good show if you actually watched it with me." He said.
"I'd rather watch anime in the room." I said, kindly. He shrugged me off and layed in the couch as I made my way to the bedroom, shaking.
"Okay, mark, settle down. I think I did everything right this time." I say to myself.
I start to sip some water from the left over water bottle I had on my desk to slow down my breathing.
"Okay, if water won't help I'll.... watch anime!" I said again. I decided to watch Yuri On Ice for like, the 7th time. What? It's a really good one! Ten minutes into the first episode, I noticed Yuri's exaggerated anxiety isn't helping me with mine. I basically started hyperventilating. I tried to drink water, but it was only helping in the slightest. I started to panic from panicking, and started to cry. I couldn't calm down at that point. I was way too high on the scale of this panic attack. Then I realized something.
I can call Jack!
I shot Jack a quick text and called him.
Markiplier: hey Jack, it's an emergency.. call me?
Markiplier is calling...
He answered immediately.
"Mark, is everything okay?"
"Uhmm," my voice cracked since I was crying.
"Oh my god, Mark what's wrong?"
"I'm just.. very sad." I said.
"Go to your happy place Mark... everything's gonna be okay." He said. His smooth, reassuring voice calming me down and sending shivers down my spine. I couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief. Why does he make me feel so comfortable?
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Hey guys! Welcome to the Demons Can't Love prequel for Mark! I already have a lot of ideas for this story! The best part of this story is that you can read this one first because Demons Can't Love comes after! Only if you're patient with me lol. I'll make more as much as possible! Writing helps distract me from every stressful thing happening, and I've grown attached to this series so much and I thank you all for reading. It really means the world to me! I love you guys!! Buh-bye!!
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