Not so perfect me

Caught...somewhat....

I started feeding again I took it in the room and ate up. I finally felt like I was full but all I had was blood and organs....I took care of the mess through a bag, I cleaned up, got dress, and ready to start the game now then something triggered me, something I've never felt. It's was like.....someone was reaching out to me and......stabbing me. I worried about my brother now...is he ok with killing me?? Then out of nowhere, anger filled my system. My eyes widened as a clutched my fist. All this anger was pouring out of me, I starred at the door then at the corner of my eye I saw Shinshi getting up slowly but I paid no attention.
"Ayaka??" He asked then the voice came in again. I didn't listen I was focused on the door and scared someone was spying on us, I calmed down still showing my mad expression.
"Go to Dallas NOW". I packed up everything and put sliver in her crate and put it in the car then I ran with Shinshi following and went in the car
"WHERE ARE WE GOING" he scream.
"Dallas Texas NOW GO". He pushed the gas petal and we were on the highway. I fed sliver and started daydreaming then soon another memory.
"TASUTEKE DON'T PUNCH YOUR SISTER AGAIN" mom yelled slapping my brother a crossed the face.
"Mama! I started it! I'm sorry!" I said. She looked at me, when was this.
"NO! Your brother needs to control his anger and if he can't do that then...." she stopped. It went silent, a lamp had been knocked over and my brother was rubbing his cheek. My dad must of been gone at the time.
"Give me a minute to breathe" mama said. She walked out and I ran to tasuteke.
"Are you ok" I asked. He smiled.
"I'll be fine" he replied, giving me a hug. I hugged him back and smiled to. When was this? I don't remember any of this. Was this because I don't like him.....am I gaining his trust? I opened my eyes. Shinshi was still driving. Sliver was still eating out of the can. Then I realized, Shinshi knew the vampire king.
"Shinshi? How did you know?" I asked.
"No what??"
"My brother was the vampire king". It all went silent. We started driving faster.
"Because I'm on a mission the kill your brother". My eyes widened and he missed the turn to a other interstate to Texas.
"SHINSHI??" I screamed. He went faster.
"Shinshi.....stop...." I said. Then I passed out then I I got it.......I understood now......Shinshi was spying on me.....Shinshi was my spy and we purposely put me in this mess.......