there are always those days. those days where you are upset. this for me is most days.i always wish that it would turn around. that people would love me for me. that day may never come. someday mabey. but most likley not.one day i started wondering when the day would come that i would get over my my sorry little ass. that day came. i felt amazing! that little ray or sunshine can out and about. then it all went away. i felt like shit agein. alone and afraid. scarred for i had horror ion me. that moment might, just might, scarr me for life. all i want is that little ray of sunshine to stay.
