𝘚𝘌𝘙𝘌𝘕𝘋𝘐𝘗𝘐𝘛𝘠 ; vminkook

I

They,

were standing behind a white, big,fancy door as they both were hesitating. Jimin looked at Yoongi and Yoongi finally gave him a quick nod.

Jimin grabbed the door knob and turned it as the door opened little, but Yoongi touched Jimin's shoulder making Jimin look back  at him.

"I-i will wait downstairs.."

Jimin, got all sweaty as he nodded .

Jimin turned to the door  and finally opened it to the fully.

He walked in as medicine made its way to his nose. He scrunched his nose and looked  around. There was letters hanging on the walls. Jimin counted them and they were twelve letters.

He scanned every detail, firstly noticed Jungkook's bed. Then the black wardrobe, and then the small ironman details on the white walls. The room was quite empty which made Jimin anxious.

Jimin made his way to the letter with number 1 on it. He peeled it off from the wall and opened the letter before he sat down on the  soft, white bed.

He took a deep breath before he read the sentence.

"Jimin, I'm sorry for causing you so much pain."

S - /jk

There was a letter written under the sentence. The letter was 'S' and beside it was Jungkook's signature.

Jimin nervously put the letter down as he went to pick all the eleven others.

letter 2;

"I wanted you to smile, please understand me"

E - /jk

Jimin smiled a little before his tears rolled down.

letter 3;

"I love you from the bottom of my heart"

R - /jk

Jimin's heart clenched as he got red.

letter 4;

"I don't really know if I can ask for this but can you please love Taehyung?"

E - /jk

Jimin got surprised when he saw Taehyung's name.

letter 5;

"Taehyung has been loving you for years"

N - /jk

Jimin's tears couldn't stop rolling down.

letter 6;

"Yoongi loves Hoseok, so please live happily without me"

D - /jk

Jimin yelled Jungkook's name as he threw the letter away. 

letter 7;

"I will always be there for you, my love"

I  - /jk

letter 8;

"Park Jimin is a beautiful name and it suits you so much"

P - /jk

letter 9;

"Thank you for making me experience being in love"

I - /jk

Jimin wanted to stop reading this. He got a bad feeling. He felt like Jungkook was telling him goodbye.

letter 10;

"I wanted to wipe your pain away and kiss your soft lips before this happened but my life is cruel"

T - /jk

letter 11;

"You made me so happy when you told me I was your serendipity but I knew myself that I was bad luck"

Y  - /jk

Jimin cried loudly as he closed his eyes. Why was life cruel? What happened? He took the last letter, shaking while he opened it. Then he read it.

letter 12;

"Jimin. My words build serendipity. Because you are my serendipity. You made me enjoy my last  breath's on earth but my time ticked by and I tried not to come near you. Because I was like a grenade. I would effect people around me if I became close with people. That's why I left Yoongi, told him to show you my room to make you understand me a little. I have cancer. And when you read this. I probably am gone. Never blame yourself, it's cancer that is cruel. I love you and I will always do. I really have a hard time writing this since I want to make so many memories with you. But I'm happy I got a few. Like when you saw me on the roof and how you desperately searched for me, making me eager. I'm really sorry for making you love me. But remember that you need to get over me. I will be watching you every night, I will be a star in the sky that will lighten your darkest days. This will get too emotional if I continue and my poor heart won't be able to keep up. So, Jimin, my first and only love, please be happy."

serendipity - /jk

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