Unlocked ||Brendon Urie Fanfiction||

Part 1

I was laying with my head against the window above my bed looking out at the bright blue sky wishing someone would actually love me. If I were to be completely honest I think the sky is brighter than it usually is, I also had a very small amount of happiness left inside of me. I felt a vibration on my lap and knew it was my phone ringing, I looked at it and the name Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘 flashed on the screen.

Me: Hello?
Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘:Happy Birthday Ava
Me: Thanks babe

I know what you're thinking and no shes not my girlfriend, she's been my best friend since high school.

Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘: We have a surprise for you so we need to hit the road  tonight, can you do that
Me: Tonight at what time?
Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘: Around six that is..if you want some time to yourself .
Me: I have a date with Kyle and you know how he gets. But I'll make sure to be ready.
Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘: Okay see you then Me: Okay bye love

I hung up and threw some clothes in a bag for the "Trip", after I was almost ready to leave I rummaged through my closet and found a  white tube top and a short black skirt and tights, I put them on along with, red high heels and a black leather vest, some makeup then I was read to go. I walked into the living room and sighed, I really didn't want to go out with him today. I sat at the bar and waited on Kyle, I'm really scared of him at times, because he is very egotistic and controlling. But I seriously want to believe he loves me...or at least some part. Someone knocked on the door roughly, 
-Grrrrreeat let the torture begin
I thought to myself as I got up and opened the door with a fake grin, I hugged him and he pushed me off. We started walking to his car in silence nothing was filling the air but the pounding in my heart, it usually does this when I'm scared.
 I got in and looked out the open window letting the spring air lightly brush my cheeks, I took a deep breathe in. You would think we would've left our driveway already but nope we just sat in the car with the windows down. He then broke the silence by clearing his throat and speaking.

"Hey A" He said without looking up from his phone, instead he roughly placed his hand on my thigh. We used to be so close and now..well you get the picture right?

"Hi" I replied weakly with a grin "Uh I'm going out of tow-" He cut me off, I sighed loudly. 

"Going where and with who?!" He spat through his teeth while digging his nails deeper into my skin, I was very certain he was gonna want to go, but I didn't want him to go.

"Ow babe you're hurting me" I cried with tears building up in my eyes "My friends are taking me somewhere for my birthday" I moved his hand or at least attempted to but it didn't faze him. 

"I didn't tell you that you can go did I, bitch" He spat once more with a more angrier tone as his voice got louder. At this point he was gripping both of my wrist so that I could not move, it was going to leave a bruise.

"no bu-"  I had been cut off by him laughing loudly. He squeezed my wrists tighter causing tears to escape my eyes. And he opened his mouth to speak,

"No buts you're not going" He punched me. That's when I hit my breaking point in a rage I got my hands free and got out of the car. He got out with me and stood in front of his car and laughed at me as I walked back to my front door "Where is your ugly fat ass going?" after he said that my heart sank. No matter how many times he called me these things it never really effects me until now.

"Away from you Kyle. We are done" I eagerly unlocked my door and went in slamming it shut and locking it before he could open it. Repeatedly he banged on the door, I slowly slid my back down the door sitting with my knees to my chest and cried. I would jump every time he hit the door.

*one hour later*

The banging had finally stopped but my crying just seemed to get worse and worse. I picked up the phone and called Mandy.

Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘: Hey how was your date?
Me: I-I broke up with him. Can we leave tonight I don't know how long till he ge-gets back home.
Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘: Of course we can I'll be there to get you in a minute you can chill at my house till everyone is ready to go.

Me: Okay just hurry..p-please
Babe Mandy 😍💖💚😘: I'm leaving now.

Silently I sat here in fear and waited until she got here, and I continued to cry loudly. I felt like I couldn't love anyone...let alone be loved.