We Love You Always

Chapter 5

*Alyssa's POV*

           I woke up in a cold sweat turning to my alarm clock, I saw the red flashing lights signaling that it was 3:00 a.m. I groaned feeling the churning in my stomach worsen. I ran my fingers through my damp knotted hair springing to my feet. I ran to my personal bathroom and lay my knees on the cold marble tiled floors. I threw up into the toilet tears streaming down my face as I gripped the seat, my knuckles matching the white of the toilet.

           When I was sure I finished gagging I lazily got up and walked to the mirror staring at my paled skin, dark circles around my eyes, and sunk in cheek bones. I looked like the corpse bride I rinsed my face off with some warm water. I looked into the mirror and saw William leaning on the door frame of my bathroom.

"Alyssa are you okay?" he asked concern in his tired voice, I looked at him and shook my head tears streaming down my face.

"No," I sobbed and he wrapped his arms around me whispering sweet nothings in my ear, soothing my sob wracking body.

           My heart pounded in my chest and I thought about Luke and how I was going to tell him this. William continued to rub patterns into my back.

"What's wrong?" he asked not letting me go.

          I pulled away from him and stared into his eyes. I regretted being so mean to him no matter what he was always going to be family and despite what I say and do I loved William. He squinted his bright blue eyes looking at me waiting patiently.

"I think I'm pregnant and Luke's the father," I admitted, his eyes widened and he stood staring at me frozen in place.

*Selene's POV*

           The bright light leaking through my windows and into my eyes made me groan and hide under my sheets. I felt horrible this morning. My head hurt, my eyes burned from all the crying. I'm willing to bet I didn't look too good either. I sat up reluctantly running my fingers through my hair and kept my eyes closed taking deep breaths, my wolf ached inside me and I grabbed my chest begging the pain to stop but it wouldn't stop. A tear streaked down my cheek and I growled upset that I was acting like a heartbroken idiot, nothing happened, he did nothing wrong. I kept telling myself that but I couldn't stop the what ifs running through my head, I wanted to talk to William like Alyssa proposed but it's bad enough that he had to find out that I had a mate let alone me bothering him about Luke. I groaned as I jumped from my bed and let my toes curl into my light blue carpet. I walked to my bathroom and stripped stepping into the shower, I sighed in content as I felt my whole body start to relax under the warm water. The house was uncannily quite so I assumed no one was home at the moment. When the water turned cold I stepped out lazily on to the soft yellow rug that coordinated with the rubby ducky decor. I froze in place my heart jumping frantically as I heard a man groan in my room. I stopped, wrapping myself in my towel quitely and every sense I have went on high alert. I grabbed the plunger in the far corner and burst through my door and started beating the big figure with it.

"What the hell?!" I stopped recognizing his voice and sighed in relief.

"What are you doing here?" I squealed still calming my beating heart.

"Why the fuck did you beat me with a plunger?" he groaned rolling his shoulders back.

"I thought you were some creep," I said and he laughed I couldn't help but smile.

"So you charge at the creep with a plunger?" he chuckled and I stuck my tongue out teasingly.

           He laughed and I rolled my eyes smiling at his dark hair and electric blue eyes. We stopped laughing and just stared into each other's eyes my heart raced as he moved closer to me. He leaned in and I closed my eyes in anticipation waiting for those soft pink lips to touch mine again. I felt the soft palm of his hand caress cheek and I heard him sigh as he pulled away. I opened my eyes looking at the floor with disappointment.