I hear a knock on my door. I grab a paper towel quickly and wipe the blood off of my arm and wrist. I put the razor blade back in the drawer, without washing it. I walk over slowly thinking of who is could be. I look through the peephole of my apartment door. It was sure as hell Jungkook. What the fuck is he doing outside of my apartment and how did he get my address?
I open the door slowly
"What the fuck do you want," I say.
"I want to have a second chance with you," he says
"And why should I give you that," I say in an angry voice.
"I don't know maybe because you were so cute that I got caught up in my own world, it will never happen ever again I can promise you that," he says.
"I have to think about, I have your number if I need it," I say in a soft tone.
"For now bye," I say as I slam the door in his face.
Will I take him back? It has been so lonely, he would keep me company, but can I trust him? Has he ever done this before? I have his number let me text him and then I'll decide tomorrow after I have time to think about it,
TO: Jungkook
From: Jimin
Subject: Relationship Status
Dear Jungkook,
Have you ever pulled a fast one like that on anyone, can I even trust you, that you won't cheat, you'll take it slow, and you'll never do anything like that again without my consent first.
Jimin
Ding Ding
TO: Jimin
From: Jungkook
Subject: Relationship Status
Dear Jimin,
No I have now done that to anyone but you, you are just so irresistible it is hard to not be hard. Yes, you can definitely trust me, I promise never to do anything like that ever again without your consent. I promise I will take it slow and be loyal to you always.
Jungkook x
TO: Jungkook
From: Jimin
Subject: Relationship Status
Dear Jungkook, I am very sorry that I have to regret to inform you that I have not concluded my final decision. Furthermore, I need more time.
Jimin
Ding Ding
TO: Jimin
From: Jungkook
Subject: Relationship Status
Dear Jimin,
I understand you need more time, take as much time as you need. I will be here waiting for your response.
P.S. Your worth waiting for.
Jungkook x
Wow Jungkook has really changed a lot. It's like he has different personalities all of a sudden, from sexy motherfucking beast to caring and kind. Why is this decision so hard. Look what he has made me done, I've gone fucking bonkers, I have never felt this way for anybody. In my whole entire life. Why is it him, someone who handcuffed and blindfolded me without permission first and then was going to stick it in. WTF. I need to make a decision soon. This can't go on forever and this isn't fair to Jungkook. Let me text him.
TO: Jungkook
Subject: Relationship Status
Dear Jungkook,
Let's meet for coffee and talk about our relationship status. The coffee shop that you first saw me at. 7:30 am.
Jimin
Ding Ding
TO: Jimin
From: Jungkook
Dear Jimin,
I'll be there waiting for you.
Jungkook x
The Next Morning
As I was walking into the coffee shop I saw him, he was sitting at the same table the day he lost his briefcase. I hope he doesn't lose me this time.
I sit down.
"Hi," I say in a soft tone
"Hi," he says back.
**End of Chapter 4**