RUN // meanie [wonwoo+mingyu]

08 look at the stars

08 look at the stars

THE PAST

We were both laying in the prickly grass. The air was fresh and the sky was filled with scattered stars. Wonwoo was next to me, his breathing had went from intense to him being relaxed.

"Thanks. I needed this." Wonwoo quietly said. We both turned our heads and looked at each other.

"Anytime brother." I smiled then turned by focus back on the sky. I could feel Wonwoo's eyes on me but was too distracted by the beauty of the stars.

"I love someone but it's unrequited love." Wonwoo said, letting out a big gasp. His eyes were still on me.

"Who do you love?" I was getting excited, Wonwoo found a lovely girl probably. I mean since it was unrequited love, I could probably help him get the girl to fall for him!

"I'll tell you later." He calmly said while letting out a small smile. "You'll find out soon. Don't worry about it."
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NOW- MINGYU-JULY

"Hey. Wake up." I felt someone shaking my shoulder.

"Huh?" I had a scratchy morning voice, my vision was blurry and I was confused about my surroundings.

"Hoshi?" I raised my eyebrow and was confused. It's been a minute since I've seen him.

"Yeah!" He was holding hands with Aimee, my ex. Holy hell. This is awkward and I look like a mess. I rubbed my eyes and yawned.

"I have to go." I quickly said while trying to collect my thoughts. I grabbed all of my papers and scurried out of the cafe as quickly as I could. Isn't there a bro code on how you shouldn't date your friends ex? Oh well. I guess.

At this point in my life I didn't care for anything anymore. I just let things go with the flow but also stressing at the same time.

I bicycled home, like always. I checked the mailbox for my parents and noticed an enveloped sealed. There was a heart sticker on it and my name written in cursive. This looks a lot like Wonwoo's handwriting. But it couldn't be..

I took the envelope and ran upstairs. I was anxious and wanted to see what was in that envelope. I carefully unsealed it, trying not to mess it up.

2-10
why is life so hard? i wake up feeling numb and unaware of my surroundings. there's only one person that treats me like an actual human. all the girls just want me because of my looks, all the guys just want to befriend me because i have money. but him? he's purely just my friend just because he actually likes me. i think. i overthink too much. you know what i mean? i sometimes want to disappear sometimes, if i could i would. the world views me as perfect. i have good grades, play piano, draw and somewhat not ugly. life is so much more than that. right? i'm dumb for writing this. mingyu, if you're reading this, just know that i will be back soon. i think. i'm unsure about everything these days. well.. i guess it's time to disappear... until we meet again.

My hands were shaking, my heart was going to pop out of my chest. This letter was from February. He sent it today. Will he actually be coming back? I can't catch my breath.

Someone pinch me.

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i really want ice cream but then again i dont also idk how to write i forgot rip also school makes me sad k bye