Our Continuous Cycle

Chapter 1

(A/N sorry guys but I'm going to try not to tell you which boy Sasha is with. I really would like to, its just it adds more interest and makes it more intriguing. Comment and I might just tell you separately if you DM me on twitter! @SashaMCrow15 but I hope you like it!)

Sasha's POV

I was moving? Moving away from all my friends, the town I grew up in? well I guess that's what you get for being 19 and still living with your parents. I was going to go to college this fall, but my parents decided against that. College is for drunks and whores. Dad had told me. His words keep replaying in my head. We were moving 1,900 miles away. Away from everything. We were going to a neighborhood that they think would help with my attitude issues. I mean what attitude issues could I ever possibly have? I don't ever show sarcasm or anything. Pffft. Who am I kidding.

I can remember the day I came home with 3 boys an told my parents that they couldn't control me. That was also the time I almost got pregnant. Yeah, so I've been a slut in the past. Maybe I still am now but I still wanted to go to college.

I sat in the car while my parents stopped by their favorite places to say "goodbye". After their breakdowns to their old hangouts, we were on our way. We finally got there around 3 am.

"Sasha, there's a few kids around your age living nearby." Mom has told me as I walk up to where my new room would be.

"I'm not a kid mom. I don't want to hear it. You know I don't like anyone but Elizabeth." I say while slamming my door shut. I only like Elizabeth because I've known her since the 4th fucking grade and she's the only friend I have left. She's nice. But she and I are completely different. She can go to college and she doesn't have any piercings, unlike me. I've tried to get her to get some but she won't.

I still have no idea why had to move but all I know is I'm staying in my room until tomorrow night. I don't care what they say. I'm going out tomorrow night and I'm taking their car with me. I may drink but I know how to control myself. I don't care about living here with them and they know that. I don't see why they even try with me anymore. Ever since the day my dad got arrested for murder, an he didn't do it, but I saw it. I did I swear I saw it. And he got free, I haven't bothered to speak to either of them about much. I don't have the money to go to college and no family from our town would support me to go.

While I was drifting off in my own thoughts I fell asleep.

"Good Morning!" Mom chirped as I came out of hibernation to take a shower. "We had a visitor here a while ago. He was nice. He lives next door and I told him that we ha a daughter around his age."

"Mom. What have I told you. You don't need to go 'flirt' with boys for me. I'm quite capable of doing that shit myself."

"Watch your mouth. You may be an adult but you're living under my roof. So it's my rules." I hear dad grumble from in the living room.

"Sorry, I thought you were too busy killing someone." Yeah, I probably shouldn't of said that but boo hoo. He can live with that. If he can live with killing someone he can live through my crude comments.

"I'm going to take a shower now." I say under my breath.

"We'll pack your bags for you then." I her dad yell.

"Excuse me?"

"Yes, Sasha we are not letting you live here anymore." Mom starts to cry.

"Good, get me out of here before he kills me as well." Maybe I'm crossing the line but I don't care."I'll be back down in 30 minutes." I say and tramp up the stairs.

I came back down after my shower took my things and left. I don't know where I was going to go but I started walking. I walked about a mile when a boy around my age stopped me.

"Hey, I haven't seen you around here." He smiled. His teeth were amazingly white. He had brown hair and some facial hair. He was perfect. His outfit made him 20 times more attractive than he already was. "Hello? uhm.. I uhm noticed.. you uhm are carrying some belongings." I guess I got lost in my thoughts and he got worried or something.

"Yeah, my parents, they uhh... they kicked me out." I said nervously.

"And what on earth would a girl like you have a problem with her parents for?" he asked, his eyes scanning up and down at my appearance.

"I have some attitude issues." I say and my subconscious adds 'You also called your dad out on killing your brother'.

"Well you seem nice to me. I wonder if you'd like to go out tonight for diner or something?" He acted really nervous.

"That sounds great and all, but I'm more of the type of girl who would rather just hang out somewhere."

"Oh well, we could go to a movie or something." He adds. "But only if you want-"

"Yeah, I want to." I cut him off.

"Oh I never got your name." He says and I look up.

"It's Sasha." I say as I loo down at my stuff. "I don't really like my name." I add.

"It's beautiful." he says. But I didn't look up.

"I never asked yours." I say looking up to find that he is gone.