Well the ice cream was good, I really needed to get my mind off of all this drama.
Soon enough it was night time and I was getting ready to go to bed when I heard a knock on my door.
"Come in" I yelled as I was plugging my phone
"Hi"
"Ethan?" I said turning around looking at his hurt face.
I didn't expected him to come, not after he saw Grayson and I kiss, but I really needed to talk with him so I'm glad he decided to come and fix everything.
"Yeah, I think we kinda need to talk" he said closing the door
"I'm sorry" I quickly said
"You don't need to be, It- everything just hit me at once and I didn't knew how to handle it, it's okay if you want Grayson and not me, I understand that, I will always love you and protect you and I want you to feel safe around me " Ethan said looking straight into my eyes.
"You're so sweet I'm so thankful that I've met you and I will always love you too Ethan"
I hugged him and felt safe in his arms, he was warm and cozy.
"I'm here if you need me and so is Grayson" Ethan said pulling apart
We went silent for a moment
"Actually there is something I need you and Grayson to know" I said nervous and scared
"Ok, what is it?" He said confused
"I don't think I'm safe anymore"
With that his confusion turned into worry.
"What do you mean?" He asked sitting down in my bed and laying next to me.
"Look" i said looking for the "unknown" messages.
I gave him my phone and I saw how his face changed as he was reading further into the conversation. I honestly think he was more scared than I was at this point.
"I know all your darkest secrets?
you love me?, what the fuck is this?" He said reading the texts.
He started getting angry and it was very clear.
"I wish I knew, I have my suspicions but I pray for them to be wrong" I grabbed my phone and locked it.
"Do you really think it's Mike?" Ethan asked
"I mean I hope not but he had an obsession with me or has I don't know, it scares me you know, while we were together he did some awful things to me but I let them pass which was my mistake, I wish I had never went to that stupid party back in high school" I said covering my face with my hands.
I started feeling tears that were about to go down through my cheeks.
"I'm here to protect you" he said bringing me into a hug and I needed that kind of hug.
I just feel alone and weak.
I don't know if I can continue with all this shit.
It was all some stupid mistake I made years ago and it has followed me ever since.
Can it all just stop for a minute?
Or better forever?
