Kik//Jelix

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J A C K

I just want to see Felix. I'm getting extremely impatient about leaving, I want to see him. We were only supposed to stay for a week or so, but now I'm annoyed. I've been here to long.

Signe knows I want to go, but she hasn't bothered to ask to leave. I know I should be supportive of her, and I am! I've just lost the interest to stay here in LA.

Felix has been helping me through my impatience. And he's opened up alot, I'm proud of him. Really, I feel like I don't even deserve him as a friend. I don't even know what he finds interesting in me, but there's alot about him to read. He's like a closed book, the only thing showing is the description. It's so interesting, and want to read it. But you can't, because it's closed and as much as you try and open it, it's impossible.

I'm trying so hard to not follow my true feelings.. But I can't keep it contained for long..

Felix..

I know there's something on his mind.. I wish he would tell me..

F E L I X

I hate myself so much..

How can I feel this way..?

What about Marzia.. I'd ruin whatever is going on with his girlfriend..

They're so happy together, I can't just say that I want to be with him. That isn't how that works.

But for now I need to keep my mouth shut, it would ruin our friendship. I can't risk that because he's truly the only closest friend I've had besides Mark..

I guess I can keep it this way, as long as Jack is happy..