Why me? /// sad depressing quotes. ; by: Ana lopez.

Left me alone.

All I wanted was your love...but you didn't want mine. I watched you walk away. Finding your excuse to leave...you left even though you knew I was hurt, even though you knew I was already drifting away.
Even though, you knew my illness is still here, even though you know I have very little to live, Even though you know I could die any day, Even though you know you didn't bother to care.
Why did you make me feel like I was something? Why did you make me feel like complete nothingness?
I just wanted you close, were I was sure to be safe. Now my heart is aching, the strong pang...it makes it harder to breathe. Makes me want to loose my mind...now that your not here, what am I supposed to do?
I feel lost, I wish I wasn't so naive, I wish I wasn't to vulnerable.
Now your back asking for pictures, now your here making me feel like you love me. But I know darn right that your going to walk away again. Once I gave you what you asked for, you went and showed everyone else.
I gave you everything I had, I did anything for you. I gave you love, what does she have that I don't?

Is it the body I may never have? Was I not good enough. Tell me love, tell me why you make me go crazy. Why do you play with my feelings?

Leave me alone, that's all I ask... don't talk to me...don't reach out for me...because if you do...I may fall hard again...and then I might break...