#2 ~ Love is forgiveness

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Harry Styles Imagine ~ He hits you ~ *Mature*

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You sat on the beige coloured couch of your boyfriends apartment. You stared at the television screen with tired eyes. Your cheeks flushed and nose red from crying, you sat there alone with a single lamp turned on.

The tv was on and your eyes were glued to it, although you weren't even watching it. You tried to distract yourself to numb your emotions from the pain you were experiencing.

Suddenly Harry walked in through the dull coloured door.

"Hey, I'm home!"

He said cheerfully. As he stepped closer to where the light shone you could tell his eyes were slightly bloodshot, revealing he had taken a couple shots as him and the boys always do after the show. This didn't anger you, but what made you mad was the news on the tv.

"Hey why are you crying? What's your problem?"

He asked rudely, the last part mumbled the slightest bit.

"You know what's wrong Harry? What's wrong is that while you were out, having a great time with your friends, I was here alone finding on the news that you cheated on me with some blonde chick!"

You yelled. He looked at you first with confusion, trying to piece together what you were saying. His expression rapidly turned into anger.

"What the fuck! I didn't cheat on you! How could you say that?! After 2 years (y/n)? What the fucks wrong with you? Maybe I should have cheated on you!"

He screamed at the top of his lungs. As he was talking he had backed you against the wall, you were scared. So scared. His face was beet red, his eyes were dark, the darkest you have ever seen them. They weren't those beautiful emerald green eyes you were so used to. This was the angriest you have ever seen Harry and it scared you to see his body tower over yours, this time not with the intentions to embrace you into a hug.

"Stop Harry! What am I supposed to do? Every night you're gone until late and when I hear rumours like this it's hard not to let them get to me!"

You yelled back, although it came out much shakier than you had anticipated.

"Fuck you!"

He yelled before you felt a hand make hard contact with your face. Before you could realize what was happening you were on the cold hard wood floor.

In a fetal position you reached up to touch your burning face to where you had just been punched. Your nose started bleeding as you struggled to stand on your weak knees. You were now a sobbing mess, tears and blood streaming down your face with no Harry in site. You rushed to the bathroom as quickly as your trembling body could take you.

Running into the bathroom and locking the door, you quickly looked at your sore face. You took care of your wounds, which included a small scratch and a deeply coloured bruise from the man you loved. You were so terrified of his presence, without a doubt you had to leave, your body practically shrivelled into a ball thinking about the thought of facing Harry again.

You quickly ran to gather some of your things and stuffed it into a suitcase. Just as you were leaving you heard footsteps walking up the stairs to yours and Harry's room.

You started to cry helplessly, frightened by the idea of being in the same room of the man who gave you the horrendous marks left on your left cheek.

"(Y/n)?"

He asked softly. He pushed open the door as you backed into the corner. He quickly approached you not realizing how terrified you were as you shrieked and held your hands above your face.

"HELP! STOP!! STOP DONT HURT ME AGAIN PLEASE!"

You yelled as loud as you could, aching for someone to help you. You wished for your boyfriend to be there to protect you, but you quickly realized it was your boyfriend who you were afraid of.

"No, no, no it's okay I'm not going to hurt you I'm sorry!"

He said trying to keep you calm. He lifted you up as you continued to whimper and cry at his touch, he sat you on the plush bed.

"Don't...hurt m-me p-please."

You continued, thinking you couldn't take anymore physical or emotional pain.

"I'm not going to hurt you, shh babe it's okay. I'm so sorry, please let me see."

He reached to your hand that you realized was covering your cheek that had the mosaic of bruises on it. He gasped in the horror that he created and let tears fall from his eyes as his head dropped.

The room was silent, only our sniffles and sobs could be heard. He raised his head slowly, revealing his tired, still bloodshot eyes and his red nose.

"(Y/n), I am so sorry. I didn't mean anything I said, I took a few too many shots with the boys tonight and got tipsy. The only reason why I got so mad was because recently I've gotten the feeling that you're going to leave me. I think it's because I'm not here a lot so I've been scared shitless thinking about losing you. When you questioned me about cheating I couldn't take it anymore knowing you were for sure going to leave me scared me so fucking much. I'm so sorry, I am never going to hurt you again, I am going to feel regret and guilt everyday of my life for this. I'd hurt myself, hell I'll even kill myself a million times if it meant you wouldn't feel this amount of pain again, especially caused by me. Please forgive me, or don't forgive just please, don't leave...I need you. I love you so much."

You stared into his watery eyes, the ones that returned to the emerald green you remembered.

"I'll stay, but it's going to be a while before I trust you again. For the record, I still love you...no matter how hard I try I will always love you Harry."

He nodded giving a kiss on the opposite cheek of which held the bruises and cut. He began to leave when you grabbed his arm pulling him towards you. He rested his body beside you on the large bed and pulled you closer to him.

Without saying a word you laid your falling head on his chest, feeling his chest rise up and down. Though you did not fully trust the man you love, that man you were letting your tired body rest against, you loved him, and love is worth anyone's forgiveness.

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