This happened for a couple of weeks all I did was think about the past and cry about only wanting to feel his warm embrace against my skin but I knew that wasn't going to happen. I listened to songs thinking it will bring back the joy in my life but I only listened to the parts that reminded me about the loving memories we had together and how we used to fight about who gave the most amount of love to each other. Those really where the greatest moments of my life.
Now that I've told you about my past let's talk about the present.
After a full 2 months of this happening I met a new friend called Bruno, Bruno was a tall guy with beautiful green eyes and golden brown hair kind of like mine he was a jock playing in our football team, although we had no classes together we had classes in front of each other and everyday we use to poke each other before we went to class and see who will poke each other last. He also used to act like I was his girlfriend saying "This ones for you" while simultaneously throwing a foot ball to his other teammate and then winking at me I used to laugh my own giggly laugh wink back and then head to where the busses where passing the after school foot ball practice court where I would normally see him. He also used to want to hug me A LOT I would just want to say hi and he would just run up to me and hug me. There was even this one time where I went to the bathroom and while coming back I saw him and while passing him I poked him like always but this time in a "different" sort of way, well as I was reaching my class he ran to me like there was no tomorrow and me thinking he was going to poke me back, I tried to get away but he caught up, but this time instead of a friendly poke he grabbed me and gave he me the most warm, most amazing hug and after that I was so happy that I hugged him back and then smiled while heading back to class. He makes me really happy but I can't let him know, even though I think he likes me too.