Unexpected Love • J.JK

3.0

Saturday and Sunday have never went by this slow, I guess it's because I stayed home and barely did anything.

Well I wouldn't consider thinking about Jungkook all day anything.

I mean my brain is about to explode in any second because of how much I have been thinking about him.

To be totally honest with myself.....I don't regret kissing him back.

Why??? Because it felt right, but why did I run out like an idiot. That's the thing that I am pissed off about.

Jungkook must feel so shitty right now, thinking that he did something wrong.

"Why do I fucking care??" I yelled frustratingly out while looking up at the ceiling.

I grabbed my phone as soon as I heard my ringtone.

"Hah, what is it?"

"Why haven't you been answering my calls you idiot"

"Maybe because I'm too busy thinking about shit that happened recently" Yu na hung up the phone immediately after I said so.

I went upstairs and changed my clothes, knowing that Yu na will be at my door in a couple of minutes.

"Details...Now!" Yu na exclaimed angrily as soon as I opened the door for her.
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"Just think more about it" Yu na adviced me for the 100th time today as she put her shoes on.

I mean it wasn't really helpful because I have been doing it for two days now.

I bid her goodbye and closed the door. I sighed deeply and rested the back of my head on the wall.

I need answers....answers to my questions and wonders.

Why can't I stop thinking about him???

Why don't I regret kissing him??

Why do I want to see him??

Do I like him??

I held my head tight with both of my hands, grabbing my hair from the roots.

I am so frustrated by myself.....what's wrong with me??

Jungkook's point of view

Ha na.......She is the only think that I can think about now.

I want to talk to her but I can't...

What if she doesn't want to see me??

Why did she run away??

Why did I kiss her??

I shouldn't have confessed to her....

I yelled my anger and confusion out and stuffed my head in the pillows on my bed.

I like her, a lot but she probably doesn't feel the same way.

I don't know what t-

My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my phone running.