One Life, Five Hearts

introduction

So just to clarify this isn't a story book story, it's more like, a journal. Yeah a journal.

Here you'll get to hear stories of my life, things about me, opinions on things, and maybe everyone in a while poetry ( still considering it)

But before I start there's something you should know about me.

I'm not the only one writing this, there are 5 other people. . .well not really people more personas

Long story short I have technically multiple personality disorder (I'm gonna say mpd to save time) but I don't experience black outs, its kinda like a mix of voices in my head with mpd, no worries I'm seeing a professional about it but as he says to save time just call it mpd, so I'll give a small tidbit on them in a minute

I'd just like to say to those of you who actually read this far thanks for giving this book a chance for your eye holes, and a big thanks to theshananah for being the inspiration for this with one of her books, so a big thanks to her and bow for the introduction, to the five friends in my mind

So so I'm gonna give you guys their names in alphabetical order and tell you what their personalities like

First is Blake: he is kind of like the embodyment of my depression and anxiety he's really the odd ball of my personalities and you'll see why when I get to the others, he's introverted and kinda just keeps to himself, only stating his opinion when it's absolutely nessasary and listens to music whenever he gets the chance.

Next is Emily, yes a girl name, and theirs a good reason why, but I'll get to that in alittle bit. Emily is like my innocence and kindness, the 'nice one' if you will, but she also is something much deeper, you see not many of you know this, except a few close friends, but I have gender issues, and have since I was really young, when my dad couldn't except them. That was around the time I developed mpd so yeah, that's how Emily was born.

Wait is a alternate personality technically born? Or created? Either way in to the next mind friend

Omega, here one of my less. . . For lack of a better term, social personalities, not that he's introverted, when he's in charge he won't shut up, but he isn't really, well kind, he is the manifestation of my anger and hatred, and it's a good thing it's hard to get me mad, or lots of people may have gotten into the hospital mainly me because he's not the smartest and would find an excuse to fight a brick wall

Next their is whisper. . . He's strange, he's manipulative, crafty, smart, sarcastic, joking,and has little moral for human life, really only things he cares about are animals and girls, so sorry human boys, he's kinda bipolar swapping from emotion to emotion, and is a consious form of insanity and fear in my brain, who doesn't really get along with the next and final personality on this list.

Yeller, who's name ironicly means the opposite of whispers is basically all my smartness rolled into a socially awkward person who doesn't really know how to interact with people in a social way, I guess he's in a way a represents of my social skills and autism but I'm still not sure about that, but he is good at figuring things out and stopping petty debates, and proving that fact can rule over opinion.

So those are my personalities, I hope you read the next chapter coming later this week and get to know them yourself. Well got to go, bye for now see you in my awkward corner of the internet another time

~Terbo

(Sorry for any spelling or grammatical errors)