Kpop angst

Mark Tuan- I'm not okay

Hey guys for the rest of the angst I decided to use names, but feel free to imagine yourself in the p.o.v's and if you like imagine your friend's name too. Up to you guys hope you like this one feel free to request.

-------------Eun-Hee's P.O.V------------

My life's a mess and the only think that makes me want to go on is you Mark Tuan. You've always been there for me, I don't know when I developed feelings for you but what I know is that I'm deeply in love for you.

But I know you don't love me the same way I love you. I know you love my best friend and I know I said I was okay with it when you ask me but.......

I'm not okay

I did everything to make you happy even if it was killing me inside.

"Hey Eun-hee what do you think I should get Bo-young for her birthday"

"I don't know Mark ask her what she likes" I said not breaking eye contact with my phone, afraid that I might break down crying if I met Mark's eyes.

"Hey Eun-hee are you ok you seem so distracted these days"

"Yeah I'm okay" I say still looking down on my phone.

"Are you su-" Mark was cut off by Bo-Young.

"Mark here you are, oh hey Eun-hee"

"Hey" this time I meet Bo-Young's eyes and I notice Mark staring at me. I guess Bo-Young notice this so she kissed Mark in front of me. I just smiled and excused myself.

"I'll be back I need to go to the restroom"

"Don't take long I'll wait for you here" Mark smiled at me. Bo-Young got jealous and kissed him again. I stared at them for a second with lifeless eyes.

I quickly headed towards the restroom and I didn't stop myself from crying.

It hurts Mark.

I came back and I saw Mark and Bo-Young kissing each other. They were giving each other sweet love kisses.

"Oh Eun-hee you're back are you ok your eyes are red?" Mark asked he was looking at me with concerned eyes, he was about to stand up when Bo-Young grab onto his shirt.

"Yeah I'm okay I'm just tired imma head out first thanks for the invite bye guys"

"Bye Eun-Hee hope you feel better" my supposedly best friend shouted.

As I walk away tears started falling down my cheeks I wiped them off as they fell down.

No I'm not okay Mark Tuan.