Dear Park Jimin

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Dear Park Jimin,
I know we haven't talked in any way since you moved to Japan so I really didn't know how to reach you since you changed your number and didn't tell anyone. So I hope in someway this will find you.  So, how have you been? Do the memories we made together for the past 10 years still cross your mind ?? Do the three years of loving me still dwell in your heart ? When you left, you told me not to visit, because it'd be easier? You cut yourself off from me so you could move on but I haven't moved on. I'm still so in love with you it hurts, it hurts me to think about your blonde hair and your laugh, it even hurts me to write this stupid letter. Everyone bone in my body has been overcome with this throbbing ache, but I need to talk to you again. I was successfully piecing my life back together with the help of Jungkook and Jin when one night I accidentally stumbled across a video. It was from last summer when we went to that park in Seoul. You had a flower in your hair that I had picked for you because flowers always reminded me of you. You were laughing about something that I don't quite remember and everything in that moment looked so perfect. I cried the rest of the night because it felt like my world came crumbling down once again and all the happiness I had worked for was gone. That was the night I realized that I couldn't live without you.

You're love,
Leila

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