I wonder if she was ever in love.
I wonder if she was ever happy.
I wonder if she was ever happily with someone.
I wonder if I will be like her?
I wonder if I will turn out to be like her?
Will I look like her when I alas old as her?
Should I be exited that I am going to meet her?
Should I want to meet her?
Even after the life that they have made for me now?
