Disappear, your not wanted, i don't know him, he's not my cousin.
Those words echoed in his head like a never ending cycle. There was a cliche in my chest, a pain that i never felt before.
I put my hand over my chest breathing heavily, what is this? What am i feeling, it's unbearable. This pain, it felt like i was being burned alive with my hands being chopped off, but even then it doesn't describe the pain I'm in!
Why...does it hurt so much from simple words that escape their mouths everyday?
Why is it that he called me a demon? Why was it that she called me emotionless? Why was i called soulless? Why did everyone laugh at me when i fell down the stairs and could have gotten seriously hurt? Why do people misunderstand me? Why is it that he told me he would beat me up for no reason?
....Why....is this my life?
I feel pain just like you do, i cry the same as you, i feel hurt like any other person. I HAVE FEELINGS TOO!
Why don't people think that and just do whatever the like. They don't care about other people's feelings, they only care about themselves, they don't realize how their words or actions affect others...
No...they never did, it hurt many good people because of that.
...I'm so lonely because of that...
I'm all alone...no one understands how i feel or think...no they just want to call me a demon or something else....
I sit alone...everyday for lunch...i sit alone in my class...i even sit alone at home...
So lonely...
So painful...
So..miserably...
And some people wonder why other people commit suicide...they all think we have perfect lives just because their life is perfect for them.
No everyone suffers, even if they don't realize or know it. Everyone suffers one way or another.
Everyone...sufferers wither you realize it or not...you are not alone as you think. Others share the same burden or carry more or less then you...
No one is everyone completely alone, ot just depends if they noticed it or not.
After all, everyone suffers...
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Depressing right? Well i finished and oh someone did suffer like this...i...know them...don't know what happened to them but she hasn't been to school since last year and we were not told it she moved or not...
