It all happened like a dream.
I was living a fucked up life.
I thought I was contented.
Until there came that man in a coat,
who looked so tough,
Who I never thought had dragged me down.
He knew me.
I knew him.
Came a time he said he loved me,
Silly me, I fell for the man without hesitations.
But I guess he wasn't really a man.
He doesn't accept challenges like a man.
He doesn't accept responsibilities like a man.
He doesn't accept life like a man.
Because his coat covered his immaturity.
Which I didnt see.
Looks can be really decieving.
Who you thought they are, arent them.
Who you thought you've read like an open book,
You didnt know they lacked pages.
They only had the chapters they are best at,
But ripped all the pages they were looking bad.
Because you were distracted, you gave your full attention
To what they were showing.
You believed in them so much you lost your dignity, you lost yourself.
How that man left me the whole responsibility of our fault,
That we should have been sharing.
That he would have been enjoying.
That he would have been cherishing.
Then he saw flowers
adored it like he never thought he would.
picked them up and owned them, unknowing they were his.
Until this day came,
The love we used to have
The responsibility he has forgotten,
All he left me,
Now I leave to be taken care of him.
I hope you see this,
In the box, where you put all youve investigated.
Together with the buckwheat,
This love I leave you, for not just a memory.
But a key you can hold on to.
