Ressurection (boyxboy) (EDITING)

Chapter 17

CURT

Once we had got home, I never separated my skin to Levy, I was so touchy, everyone knew I was territorial, every Tompkins are territorial.

"You can let go now" Levy said trying to push my head, I groaned frustratingly, "no!" I said stubbornly and hugged his waist tighter, "I-i appreciate that you bought a gift for me, but you can't go being clingy just because I owe you a gift!"

Well I sorta said to Levy that I want something in return, and I wasn't so specific, and I can't think of anything, I didn't want to have sex with him since it would be too much for him.

So here I am claiming him.

"Yes I am, we would be husbands, so get use to this version of me"

"Youre always like that even when we weren't together" he huffed, I chuckled on his statement and just held him tighter.

"But you still love me, so shut up and just let me touch you"

"Your statement disgusts me" he sighed, "I don't care, once we get married, I will touch you bare skin" I teased, his face scrunched in disgust smacking me in the arm, "Oh hell you won't! If that's what marrying you I will get, then I'd rather die than be with you in the aisle" he said harshly, "Hey! Every woman wants to be with me on the bed, why wouldn't you?" I pouted, "Dummy, isn't it obvious, because I'm a guy that isn't a sex craze"

I pouted, of course, he was a guy! He isn't a guy that would drool over someone like me! And that is one of the reason why I was attracted to him...

Admit it... Your attracted to him because...

I froze, my conscience was telling me something...

He has the same aura and body like Dianne, even the attitude he has

I felt my hug tightened, "No... I..." I accidentally said out loud, "What?" Levy asked confused, "A-ahh it's nothing..."

He just shrugged, I sighed in relief, of course I don't love him because he looks like Dianne, he acts like Dianne, and he feels like Dianne!

Do I? Of course I don't! I love him because he is the way he is... The way Dianne is...

Dang it! Stop it!

"Are you sure your okay? Your shaking--"

"Are you related to Dianne?"

He froze, "Curt, we talked about thi--"

"Are you related to her?" I said more firmly, "so you haven't moved on?"

"Of course I haven't! She's my first love! How would I forget her! She will be forever in my heart!"

"Why is that..." His voice was still blank, "ANSWER MY QUESTION"

"Why"

"JUST ANSWER THE DAMN QUESTION YOU FAGG--"

*SLAP*

I stared at the ceiling, trying to process what just happened...

I slowly faced Levy, only to find out tears coming out of his eyes, "L-levy i-i didn't me--" "didn't mean to call me fag?" I almost sank in the ground guiltily when I heard the shattered voice coming out from him.

"Dad, call off the wedding" he suddenly said, I quickly looked at him in panick, "No... No, no, no, please Levy forgive me--"

"Who would marry a 'fag' anyways" he spat in my face, "No please, no. Don't call of the wedding, I forbid it--" I tried reaching for him but he slapped my hands away.

"Don't. Touch. Me" I stared in horror when he said those words out of hatred.. What had I done?

He hated being called Dianne, hated being compared to Dianne, hated talking about Dianne...

"No, please Levy--"

"Besides, I thought you still loved her, I mean why would you marry a FAG if you still have feelings for that woman"

"What's happening? Son?" My mom Alice suddenly entered, "Nothing mo-"

"We were just talking about DELAYING the wedding" Levy cutted me off, his tears were falling again, "Levy, please don't do this" I begged taking his hands, I wrapped my arms around his waist burrying my face on his neck, he tried pushing me but I won't let go.

"I am delaying the wedding and that's final!" He said stubbornly and fell on his knees. His cries went louder, I kept on hugging him, "GET AWAY!" He yelled, he pushed me and ran away.

"N-no... Don't run... I can't bear losing you again"

I cried on my knees, the two dads came barging in, "What happened?" Uncle asked concerned, "H-he wanted to delay the wedding, I think that's what I heard" I heard mom reply.

"Son... Did you talk about her again?"

Nike, Chad and Cass stood there confused, Gale and Marco stood concerned in their eyes, "I-i can't help it..  They're the same... Eyes. Body.. Scent.. The way t-they act....i miss her!"

"THAT ISNT ENOUGH REASON, HE IS YOUR FIANCE BUT YOU THINK OF ANOTHER PERSON, ESPECIALLY A WOMAN?!" Dad yelled, "What's wrong?" Nike butted in.

"Nike you can go home... This Is a family matter" Alice said, Nike nodded and turned to leave, but daddy Theo pulled him back to face him, he hugged Nike's waist and burried his face on his neck calming him.

"Where is he?" Uncle asked in concern, "I-i don't know... I miss him... I miss her... I miss them... " I asked confusely, I can't pick who is who...

It confuses me...

Why did it have to be this way?