Arsehole
Someone who acts like they own the place and that the whole world revolves around them. They look after number one, and everyone else is low on the priority list. If you know the arsehole well, often even just their presence can make you fe...
Carti and I have been on our worst behavior. As childish as it sounds during the Christmas break we went to Disney land. Sounds weird calling him Carti, I'm used to calling him Malcom because no one calls him that. He has been so open with me and I feel the same. It was his birthday November and I asked him what he wanted but he just laughed and said 'Harry, i don't celebrate birthdays, no biggie.' he shrugged.
I kept bothering him about what he wanted and I promised Iwasn't going to buy him anything. He mentioned that as a kid, he always wanted to go to Disney Land. I felt like Malcom was forced to grow up early. He had to grow up because of his family problems mostly because of his alcoholic mother. He had to grow up early because of his siblings.
I decided I would make his dream come true even if I had promised not to act upon it. It was a blast, he told me he had never been this happy. Malcom wasn't the typa to open up about his feelings and it was weird because my therapist had advised me to always be open and that's what I would do.
'You sure you ain't gay ?' Malcom would constantly ask me everytime I talked about my feelings. 'Nigga don't be scaring me outchea only girls do that shit.' he would say as he took a blunt.
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Zayn and i were okay. I would like to think so although he absolutely distasted Mal. I didn'tcare Malcom had became someoneI could count on. He always shows me the other side of life, that even though I think I have it bad Malcom always remimds me that someone out there has it worse.
Since we were in Florida for Disney land, i suggested that we drop by Orlando to see my dad. We stayed at my dad's crib during Christmas, argh Malcolm's vocabulary is getting to me. My dad was always eyeing Mal thinking he would steal something. Malcolm'stattoosdidn't help in trying to make him look like a proper child. Apparently Zayn had told my dad that I was hanging out with someone who was a bad influence. I didn't get why Zayn was being nosy and suddenly he was my dad's bestfriend.
Malcom was amazed by the house and my life in general. He told me that he would exchange with me in a second. I just laughed it off. He needed a break from his own life atleast I thought so but he didn't. Vera likes Malcom alot because Malcom is so interested in learning Russian more than I am or ever will be.
Zayn is a good friend but I think I'm at a better place with Carti.
