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Reasons

Please read this

Ok,so,I'm might not be online for a while for reasons,and some of the reasons are because of school,home,and my life.

And I'm not saying I'm committing suicide or cutting my wrist,it's because I don't feel good is all.

I want to be there for you guys,but I also don't want to make you guys feel like I'm not doing anything in my life to do something.

And,I want to do all this stuff,but I have things to do as well,so I try to multi-task to do things right.

And sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and say "you're ugly","no one loves you","they all judge you for what you are","you try to be someone,but no one sees it","all you can do is shut up"," when you die,it won't hurt","your friends only stay close to you cause they feel sorry for you","people don't care about what you do,they only want to see what you are". And some of these things are the things someone says to me every morning when I wake up. And that person is telling me to pay attention to the things I need to do and not the things I want to do.

And I want you guys to know,I'm not in trouble or in any kind of danger.

And if you follow me on any kind of social media that I have.I'll post a picture of the wolf above and a short sentence that says "I'm not going to be online for a while for reasons." So I just hope you all know what is going on.

And another thing is,I'm changing my eating habits,my mom and dad say that I should eat less,and that's what I'm doing,I taking my own food to school and eating it.

And I won't talk,only to things I want or need to say like a school answer or my parents ask me a question and I have to respond. That's the only things I do to say stuff, I might day to day say something,but those are going to be rare now.

And I don't want you guys to feel like I'm mad at you all,I'm not,I'm just listening to the person that's telling me what to do.

You are all wonderful people,and I love you all like a family. And I want you to know that I care for each and every one of you.

Don't blame yourself for me not being online. It not your fault. I just need to do something in my life that will change.

And I'm scared.

Really scared.

Scared that you'll all skip this.

And not care about me.

I'm getting better, just not enough.

I hope you all understand on what I'm doing with my life.

And if my friends are saying that I'm mad,I'm not,I'm smiling where I stand. I want to make sure you're all safe and sound. And I'll be here if you want to talk about something.

I hope you all understand.

Thank you for reading this. I hope you see the change I'll go through.