It's a boiling feeling. A feeling of not knowing what you're doing. Lost. You can't see what ahead of you. You can only feel what's holding you back. It's taking over your entire senses. Tomorrow is what you're afraid of. Afraid of all the things that you know can affect you. We subconsciously turn the faucet enough but lose our grip, as a clear sea sweeps our faces. It's an unsettling feeling. You're having a breakdown.