Suicide Was Her Answer

First Day - Chapter 1

It was the first day of school, and I was dreading it like never before. I had classes with Jordan, the person I hate most. The reason for that is simple. I think that she hates me.

A few days before school ended, I had the most ridiculous thought. It was that I liked Jordan. It might explain why I act like I don't like her. I passed that thought as impossible. But when I looked into her hazel eyes, I knew it was true. I liked her. I like Jordan. Still do.

The problem was, I didn't know if she liked me back. Sometimes I think she do, a moment later, I think she just completely hate me. I mean, the first day we started talking, we just clicked.

We became inseparable. Sorta. More like I follow her everywhere I could like a lost puppy. But this one class I have, I keep realizing that I have competition.

This girl keeps on trying to steal their attention for me. I get jealous, and I'm pretty sure it shows. This one time, Jordan dropped stuff, I went to pick it up. Then Lara, the girl who I think likes her, helped too, taking everything I was carrying from me. Some might think she was trying to help me, but I knew better than that. She's an attention-seeking snake. Of course, I don't think that worked as Lara thought it would. Unexpectedly, I got most of Jordan's attention anyway.

I thought wrong. I thought that MAYBE Jordan likes me. At least a little bit. She might be straight. She keeps texting me and talking to me about how hot these guys are. She was talking about celebrities, but still.

Though, Jordan might know I like her. I low key flirt with her. With the little things, like complementing her. When I was talking about how I didn't realize that Lara wrote on my paper, saying I was distracted. I was talking to Jordan the entire time.

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