AVNI POV
I thought wrong. Neela ma thought wrong. Sab gaalt soch liya tha ki koi admi kahi itna aacha nahi hota sab duniya ka illusion he, maine toh socha ki Neil was different but I thought wrong.
As I sat at their airport lost in my thoughts kambakht apne dil se nahi nikal payi uska chehraa woh dark brown eyes which held so much depth that I get could lost in them forever woh face damn handsome yet innocent despite his smirk and smile jo mujhe sad ho kar bhi khush kar de wahi sab aata raha .Hum koi zyada time spend kiya par woh jo time spend kiya woh meri zindagi ke bahut khushnuma pal the.
And when thinking all about that in that damn airport my heart was aching because no one in my life brought that many happiness in my life collectively rather than Neil he gave me respect , family and above all a sense of belonging that no one did despite knowing my past he helped me and accepted me, stood beside me in every peril but last few days he was just no more didn't stood with me didn't understand me and above all accepted what others were saying about me.
I could forget this all in a whim but affair and that too with Riya.
Yeah, I saw todays breaking city news about their affair "Dekhe liya Neil maine bhi. Your are respecting our marriage damn seriously"
I wouldn't be hurting a goddamn second if it was any other men but it was Neil and he was different so I loved him.
I loved him because since this marriage relationship started fake then maybe I was denial at first but that night of his confession of him knowing my identity my world shifted and when he accepted me as Avni . My world axis shifted to Neil and I fell in love with him but maybe I was wrong.
Everything was a mistake. My decision to follow this marriage after my revenge was mistake, why couldn't I leave Neil after the revenge?
Surely not to see Neil to have a affair with his ex-fianc.
But No Avni, you had to stay watch it all, be insulted and be humiliated.
Nearby a speaker crackled and an announcement was done Flight no. 2941 will be deporting at its respected timing passengers may proceed at reporting gate 2 respectively."
Avni stood as announcement was done of her flight forgetting all doubts that crossed her mind about her love life because it was over her past with Dayawanti Mehta was solved and settled and she was going to starting a new life away from her heart and took off to settle in the plane.
I handed the man at gate no.2 my passport and ticket. He checked it briefly before handing it back ,nodding.
I looked back one last time. I turned to go, when I heard another familiar voice shout, "Wait!" I froze for a couple seconds, then turned back.
He was running towards me, looking desperate. His eyes pleading me to wait, and I could tell that he was going to convince me to stay.
But I hadn't had enough time to forget what happened and try all over again the fighting for my innocence and betrayal.
So forcing myself to be cold, I turned around without another glance and walked right through the gates.
And I knew: There was no turning back.
NOTE:
"Things we lose have a way to come back to in the end.
If not always in the way we expect"- luna lovegoodWink
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