bloody painter x abused! Neko! bullied! suicidal reader

going home

you could feel someone shaking you. you were in like a day dream? it was Helen. you had blood covering you. was it you blood? you started freaking out. the pain was unbareible. Helen sat you up and held you close. you were shaking so much. you were in the forest. it was night again. it was so cold.

You tried moving away from Helen knowing what he is. he was confused. "y-your a k-k-killer." you stuttered. he was shocked. "b-b-bloody p-painter." you said. he looked down. " Yea I am a killer. Just come back to the mansion." he asked. " no, never. I'm not going to a house with killers." you say. Helen grabs your wrist. "please... its not safe." he said trying to pull you along. "s-stop! i don't know why you care. Just let me go home." you say whilst hitting him with your tail. you tried pulling away. " please stay for a bit longer. until morning. then you can go. but if you do go. just be careful." he asks. you nod slowly. he starts walking towards the mansion with you still in his grip. you didn't want to go home... or to the mansion. 

you and him run up to his room not wanting anyone to see you. you two just sit on the bed not talking. you yawn a little. " you are tired. sleep if you want. ill make sure no one hurts you. haha" he said. you nod slowly, not wanting to trust him. You go to the corner of the room and sit against the wall. he laughs and sits in front of you. "You can have the bed. i don't mind." he said. you shake your head. "ok." he said going to lie on the bed. you start falling asleep. Helen started to laugh a bit. he whispered, "cute." you fell asleep after that.

*time skip to the morning*

you start to wake up. Helen was on the bed asleep. you find a pice of paper and write a letter.
' Im sorry. I've left before you woke up. i just didnt feel like i wanted to stay hear. maybe we can meat again. if your still at school ill see you at school. if not... i dont know. I'm sorry for going.
bye bye.'

I started walking towards the bedroom door. I walked out. I ran to the door and ran out. into the forest. it was still a bit dark. I was a bit scared but i got to my house. I was cleaning like i normally do. The pain was still bad. you started the shower. you got undressed and got in the shower. you saw blood dripping. it was a stab.  you just ignored it and got washed. you put a bandage around the stab and got dressed in PJ's. you lie down and go to sleep. your parents were gone so they cant control you anymore. it was Sunday. so tomorrow was school.

 
*time skip to first class*

you were sat at your desk hoping Helen would be coming. but he didn't.

it was now lunch. the boys dragged you and pressed you against the wall. they pressed against the stab. you screamed. They laughed and carried on pressing there. Your cat ears were twitching. someone grabbed the boy of you, it was another boy. You were smiling that he came and helped. the other boys ran. he smiled at you and walks away. you follow him and pat him on his shoulder. he turned round. "T-thank you f-for he-helping m-me." you say shyly. he smiles. "no problem. anything for a cute girl like you." he said. you blushed a little. he laughed. he was quite taller than you. he crouched down a bit and hugged you. you blush more. he laughs and walks away. The bullies knock you over, you dont react. You just realise it was nearly next class. you run to class.

*after school*

you start walking home. you get home. straight away you fall asleep.