Dealing Between Bliss and Pain

I just saw something today,

Something makes me realize that I'm still in pain.

The pain I thought is already dead;

That makes me cry all over the edge.

 

Am I not worth of loving for?

Am I that desperate in looking for love

all in all?

I thought I've already forgotten this feeling,

This feeling that keeps me hurting.

 

I know i should stop loving you now,

Before my heart shouts in pain like "wow!".

Maybe it could take alot of time in forgetting you,

But hey, I'm gonna take all the circumstances,

All the circumstances that can make me happy and forget you

by any chances.

 

I know I don't have the right to write this such poem,

But I can't hold this feeling any longer.

Because I now realize,

I'm still dealing between bliss and pain inside.