THOUGHTS

Part: 1
Just when I think everything is falling into place,
I sit down in the quietness
and my mind starts to race
The bad thoughts start to come again,
how much longer until they win?
I lay in bed
and constantly think
would I be better of dead?
But then I see the light of day
and I know that I'll eventually be okay.
Part: 2
Thoughts
As I laid in my bed,
So many thoughts encompassed my brain;
I couldn't fathom the concept of myself.
Why was I put on this Earth?
If everything truly does happen for a reason,
What was the reason of my existence?
Part: 3
Look inside.
Watch me pry my soul out for you.
Walk on by.
Watch me bleed and die for you.

Cause I bet you know this pain.
I bet you know this line.
Call my f***ing name.
Yea. I'm f***ing fine.
All I want is to feel again,
All I want is to live again,
All I want is to feel again,
All I want is to...
I don't know.
My heads a f***ing mess.
What a show...
This false smile burns my flesh.

Look inside.
See the emptiness between my ribs.
Walk on by.
Go away and see my face behind your lids.

Cause I bet you know this pain.
I bet you know this line.
Call my f***ing name.
Yea. I'm f***ing fine.
All I want is to feel again,
All I want is to live again,
All I want is to feel again,
All I want is to...

I want to see you cry these tears.
I want to see you fear these fears.
I want to see you scream in pain,
I want to see you once again.
Blood dripping down your face.
You make it look so f***ing easy.
You make us look like a disgrace.
You make us feel so f***ing queasy.

All I want is to feel again,
All I want is to live again,
All I want is to feel again,
All I want is to...