CHAPTER I
..It’s funny how some distance makes everything seems small and the fear that once controlled me can’t get to me at all, Let it go! Let it go! Can’t hold it back anymore!
My new alarm tone wakes me up early this morning. “I love this part of the song. Let it go. I heard it once from the movie Frozen and I quite like it. Since then I changed my alarm into this one and it’s really refreshing.
“Sabella get ready! You’re Personal teacher is already here and he’s waiting for you! It’s your first day of school in College. The summer vacation is over.” She said firmly.
“My first day of school in College…at home.” I lazily get up of my bed. “Oh, Wait! Did she just mentioned, my new teacher will be a guy? The last thing I have heard. My teacher in high school resigned. For what reason, I don't know.
“Okay mom give me ten minutes and I’ll be downstairs. That guy won’t stay long the moment he discover some crazy things I used to do before. He will be intimidated with my own knowledge which were most of my teachers did.
“It’s my first day in College at home again. I haven't even meet a new friend since I started schooling. It’s boring, all I did is studying my lessons every day of my life. I don't even have any chance to experience the feeling of friendships, I have no one to play with, and this Butler of mine is very cold hearted. I can't even escape on him every time I attempt to sneak out from home. He seems very loyal to my father and he always guarded me everywhere. I'm getting sick of this routine anymore. I don't have the plan to be stuck into this miserable life anymore. I should have make a plan soon.
“A penny from your thought?”
“Holly shit! What the hell are you doing here dad? I might have a heart attack, you just get in without knocking the door. What is the use of it anyway? I almost yell at him. I was very surprised seeing my father so early, knowing that he always gone away from home and suddenly he is here right in front of my eyes. Smiling, it’s been a long time since I saw him around.
“Don’t you missed your dad Baby?” He smiled at me once more.
He used to have a business related long trip. He gave more attention in Europe were he invested a lot of money. That’s what he told Mom.
“I have talked with your Butler and I'm glad you didn't sneak again. That’s the best thing you've done so far. You are making me proud of you for being obedient honey. You should continue that and everything will be okay.
“How okay is okay Dad? I don't even know what the difference is, because this time I'm certainly not okay.” I said harshly.
“You know honey, everyone bows in my power. I had their respect. They follow my orders. The only person on earth don't is you and your mother!”
“What? Now you're mad at me?”
“You are becoming more like your mother. A decent hypocrite!”
“How dear you calling Mom that way Dad? Why are you so proud of your wrongdoing?”
“I did nothing wrong. There is nothing wrong with my business.” People, like drugs, they also love protection and so I provided them and the consequences they might have to face is not in my hands anymore. If they complain I will exorcised them. See? No one would dare to mess up with your dad! That’s how powerful I am. They are even peeing in their pants by just seeing me around.”
