Judge people as you walk, and never make eye contact with a single one of them.
Disregard everyone as people, only think about your own selfish goals, opinions, experiences.
Extrapolate your experiences into something wondrous to anyone who dares to talk to you.
Walk down the same hall you do everyday and glare at the floor, wonder why you have to be here.
Get to every class on time with a sense of deserved pride, sit in the back where you belong.
Fold your arms in a defensive pose, give a cross look to anyone who smiles in your direction.
Sneer at the idiots that surround you in the busy halls.
Feel the isolation and tell yourself you enjoy every moment of it.
Explain to yourself carefully that the loneliness just means you're above them- they couldn't understand.
Feel the emptiness of a dark bedroom at night and put on music to try and lighten your mood.
Realize your moods been on the decline and try not to realize anything else.
Drown out pesky thoughts with The Beatles because they make you happy.
Create a strawberry field in your mind.
Fall asleep with wiped tear streaks down your face labeled as allergies by you.
Tell your teachers "I'm fine."
Tell your parents, "I'm fine."
Listen to your Mom say again and again, "Highschool is almost over."
Tell yourself, "That's not even the problem."
Feel the isolation again.
Sink in your denial again, relish the moments of isolation, drown in it until you choke.
Label and point out morons in the halls again.
Smile at your brilliance.
Realize there's no one to share it with.
Feel the isolation.
Don't bother explaining anything to yourself anymore, it's getting old.
Sit on a cold firm mattress.
Try blankets, but they don't make you any warmer.
Let the thoughts come to you for once.
Realize they're biting criticisms about yourself.
Play the denial card because it's easier than dealing with it.
Store the thoughts to the back of your head.
Cry yourself to sleep.
Watch people go by.
Wonder if they're really ignorant or are you wrong?
Tell yourself you've never been wrong.
Listen to different conversations.
Wonder what you'd say if you were included.
Realize it doesn't matter, you'll never be included.
Let thoughts come freely through your thick head.
Listen to every biting word you throw at yourself.
Actualize the fact that you'll never be famous and you're goals are unrealistic.
Think of realistic goals.
Cry.
Take note of the first time you've been wrong.
