Decklan.

one.

I didn't plan on things going the way that they did... I only ever really wanted to be happy and to have someone love me and treat me like I should be treated...

I met Able when I was 16. We met through a friend. He treated me good for the longest time. Until he didn't. We weren't good for each other. It was like poison... Until one day I had enough of the poison and got rescued an left....

I moved in with one of my good friends. She is the best. I love her.

Rylie. She took me in, she showed me that no matter what you can always count on your friends. Even if they hate who you're with.. your friends are always there for you. And then Rylie took me to meet Tammy. And I practically lived with Tammy and Rylie all summer. They were the best.

I joined a dating g sight, just looking for a rebound.. and that's when I met Decklan...
He wasn't the hottest guy out there but that didn't matter, he was the sweetest. I would love to sit here and tell you that love at first sight doesn't exist, but it does.  The moment I saw him, the moment he said hello, the moment we touched I knew. We hung out as often as we could. Spoke on the phone, video chatted constantly. I honestly and truly know I fell in love with him. ..
I met his family, and they all loved me too. We were set...

Until I fucked it all up... I saw Able... I have gone back to him...  And my worst fear is that I'm Pregnant with Decklan's baby...

I don't know what to do... Or think... I love Decklan with all my heart but he doesn't want a damn thing to do with me.. he hates me... I don't want to be with Able anymore... I see that things will never work out... I don't have any friends or family member who are willing to help me at all... They all disowned me when I got back with Able... I have nothing and nowhere. .....