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It's been a few days since I confessed.I haven't been able to see you since you flew to Thailand.

I didn't even get to say goodbye,which hurts me.

I miss you and I miss talking to you.It seems you've found a new crush.Her name is Jisoo and you two seem to have a lot in common.Well,Yeri's the one who said that she might be gay,but she's not sure.

Funny.

You even have a ship name.Lisoo.

I feel a bit bitter,because Yeri knows I have a crush on Lisa - from back then when we were playing 'Never Have I Ever' - yet she's insisting Jisoo's gay and that she ships you and Jisoo together.

Honestly,you thought I'd get over you so easily.How exactly am I supposed to?I can't rip my heart off and throw it in the trash.

Wish I could.

Every time you talk about Jisoo and Yeri fangirls over you two - it hurts me.My chest feels tight and I can barely breathe.My eyes fill with tears and I just want to cry and scream.

The heart wants what it wants,right?

My heart wants you and yours wants someone else.

Why do I never get a happy ending?Is it because they only happen in fairy tales?

I know,I'm being overdramatic.But I love you so much,Lisa.You're the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to bed.I worry about you whenever you're sad or hurt and I feel my heart shatter when you say you're crying.

I wish,oh god,I wish Jisoo turns out straight.I'm sorry.I know I'm a bad person for wishing something like that.

But I love you.I wish you'd love me back.And I know you do,you say you do,but I'm not talking about friendly kind of love...

I sighed as I decided not to read the texts between Yeri and you since you started talking about Jisoo.Tears formed in my eyes as I decided to text Jennie,my best friend.

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I'm gonna cry
I'm crying
Read 23:32 am

Jennie
Please don't
Don't cry
Please
There's nothing we can do
We can't make people love us
Read 23:33 pm


I know but still
Like
When they know I still love her
They shouldn't talk about jisoo when I'm in the group as well
:(
Read 23:34 pm

Jennie
There's nothing we can do
Read 23:34 pm


Jennie seriously
Be 100% honest with me
Is there something wrong with me?
Read 23:36 pm

Jennie
Fuck no
You're perfect
I've told you many times
There's nothing wrong with you
Nothing
Read 23:37 pm


Then why do I keep getting rejected?
Read 23:40 pm

Jennie
Because the guy who's gonna propose to you has not showed up yet
He should propose and not you
Unlinke you,I'm not that pretty
Read 23:40 pm


You're really pretty both inside and out
Read 23:42 pm

Jennie
I'm not
Read 23:52 pm


Yes you are!
Don't act like you're not
You're so beautiful
Read 23:53

Jennie
I'm not
I swear
Read 23:54 pm


You don't see it, but we all do
You're beautiful
Read 23:54 pm

Jennie
Beautiful my ass
Read 23:55 pm


Well that's a nice ass then :)
Read 23:55 pm

Jennie
ahahahahahahah
Read 23:56 pm


Do you want me to show you the picture of a really pretty,beautiful,amazing girl?
Read 23:56 pm

Jennie
Lisa
Read 23:56 pm


This girl

Read 23:57 pm

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Read 23:57 pm

Jennie
Ahahahahahha how ugly
Read 23:58 pm


Say what you want she's a true beauty And polite
That can make you happy and bring a smile to your face at any second
With her savagness
😂😂😂
Read 23:59 pm

Jennie
Chaeeeee I love you
Read 23:59 pm


I love you more❤❤
Read 00:00 am

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