~Just friends~

I really like your smile, it's so pretty. How you give that smile to me every time I make some stupid joke. But how much it hurts because we are

Just friends.

It's nice feeling when you hug me or touch me. I feel safe. But it hurts. Because we are

Just friends.

Whenever we are walking somewhere and our hands are slightly touching I want to hold your hand so badly. But how much it hurts because I can't, 'cause we are

Just friends.

When you feel sad and you're crying I just want to hold you so bad, kiss your forehead, and tell you that everything is going to be okay. But I can't because we are

Just friends.

The feeling when we are being all silly at school or somewhere else and you're telling me that me that I'm special. But then I remember. We are

Just friends.

How much I hate that I fell for you. Knowing that you only think me as a friend. But still I fell for you and it hurts more than anything. Because we are

Just friends.

Everyday I ask myself why. Why did it have to be you? There are millions of humans on earth, why did I have to fell for you. Why I can't stop thinking about you. Why I don't understand the word

Just friends?

I know you could never hate me and it makes it worse. If I would tell you, you still wanted to be friends with me. But don't you understand? I can't be

Just friends.

Every now and then you told me how I could tell you everything. But what if I can't? What if I don't think you're

Just a friend?

It's so painfull when I can't tell even my other friends that I like you. I know the couldn't ever hate me but they would still think differently about me. I can't live with only being called

Just a friend.

Whenever you sit on my lap I want just wrap my arms around you. I just want to hold you and never let go. But I know it's impossible. Because we are

Just friends.

When you're talking about your crush it hurst me. But I still put the very familiar fake smile to my face and act like I'm happy for you. I mean I should be. But I can't. But even if it hurts I still want to be at least

Friends.

I don't know why you keep saying that nobody wants to be with you. Are you blind? If you only could give me a chance, I would. But you know, I'm

Just a friend.

Always when I wake up I try not to think about you. But still you are always in my mind. I always have to put that fake smile on, and I'm always suprised how it still works. Am I that good to act that I'm okay? Well, maybe it's just that, that you think I'm

Just a friend.

Whenever I'm sad and I cry front of you, you try to cheer me up. Usually saying that you really care about me and that you love me. When you say that my heart probably skips a beat. But then I remember. You only meant that

As a friend.

But everyone got their problems right? And maybe you are mine. With that amazing face and careing personality you could get anyone. I'm sure that someday, you find a person who can give you everything you need in your life. But remember. I don't care how much you have hurted me. You can always trust that I'm here for you. Even if I'm never going to be nothing more than

Just a friend.