A.N.I know Troye is gay I'm not stupid but a girl can dream! This is my first story I hope you guys like it!
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Stephanie's P.O.V
Come on its not that hard.Why not do it there is nothing here for me I'm just taking up space and time.
The voices in my mind scream as I'm sat on the floor crying.
There's banging in the bathroom door, but the noises start to fade as I get up and grab the pills.One,Two,Seven pills now only one more left.I douse the pills ,smiling that I'm finally free. Then nothing but black.
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Beep-Beep-Beep the irritating noise continues as my disappointment grows as I realize I'm once again in a hospital bed. Why can't I just go already i've been to the hospital 4 now 5 times this year and its only April.
I can hear things but I can't move anything.I can hear the door open and then some crying, crying that I've haven't heard in a long time. Is that Tyler? Did he finally decide to come see his sister I need to see him after everything he is the only sane person in my life.
Tyler left the family when he turned 20 and moved to california to continue his youtube career. He is now 24, he is one of the most famous Youtubers in the world and continues to strive.
But when he left it was for different reasons, reasons that make me do what I do today. Your probably thinking one of her parents must be abusive and an acholholic well thats the truth. My dad was always a drinker but not this bad.
5 years ago my mother had a miscarriage and took a turn on my father the most. He began to blame the miscarriage on my mother and got abusive. She threatend to leave be he said if she tried he would still have me to abuse.
Thats when it started she left and the burden was on me now.
