His Solution For Jealousy [One Shot]

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[ Boy's POV ]

There they go by the door.. That girl I like with her friends.. Overhearing their conversation.. talking about the boys they like.. I'm annoyed by that thought.. but still.. I want to listen..

"What's wrong?" my friend asked..

I emmediately shook my head.. "Nothing."

Here we are at the field. Us playing soccer and you playing tennis. As you hits the ball, people began to praise her. Then you gave off a victory sign with a smile. Ah your smile. Brighter than day, I say.

I can only catch glances from you.

'Hey.. I'm sorry..' I thought. 'Please forgive me.. for having feeling for  you. But if you ask about my confidence to confess. I'm sorry. I just don't have it.' I stood on the field in a daze. 'Since the only thing that's true are these feelings'

A friend called out my name.. I looked up and-- the ball hit my face and I fell to the grass. 'I'm sorry. I really wanted to cheer you on. I'm so useless.'

These thoughts. They brought tears into my eyes as I laid on the grass.. I just can't.. cheer you on..

I covered my face with my arm, having tears in my eyes, just ready to fall, thinking.. Me, right here.. not cheering for you at all with your plan.

 I'm such a despicable guy.. 

"Dude, your nose is bleeding! You okay!?"  A friend of my asks. "This is bad, we gotta get you to the clinic."

I just laid on the grass wiping away my tears..

"C'mon don't cry just cause you did a face block." He says. I'm glad he doesn't know why I'm like this.

"I'm not crying at all!" I exclaimed, shaking my head.

"You're crying.. It was a nice play!!" my other friend said..

"That' not.. I just said, I'm not cr--.. *sob* "

Next morning came. I saw you by our door and so tried to approach you.

"Good morning. Your hair looks like it wasn't brushed this morning." I commented. I know it's a stupid thing to notice.

You put up your pointer finger on your lip as you bashfully smile, "Ssh, don't tell anyone!"

Because of that cute look on your face, mine started to flush. I'm so embarrassed!

Sometimes I think, "I just hope the person you like, loves someone else." I'm such a bad person to think something like that aren't I? Please forgive me.

"It's hopeless isn't it?"

"I know right?"

"I know.."

Just talking to myself..

I'm thinking. I hate this feeling. This feeling of envy. I want to go to you. But I just don't have the courage.. but.. but.. urgh!!

This feeling of jealousy.. It just won't let me be at ease! I'm afraid that, someone might take you away from me. Aah what am I saying. You're not even mine! Tsk. But still.

'I want to have you for myself..'

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"Argh! Fine! I'll do it!"

Putting on my confident face. I'll race off, to find you!!

I stood up, picked up my books; headed to the door and runnging throught the hallways, past the lockers, down the stairs to the lobby. I ran looking for you. Past the bulletin board, I looked around.

'Finally, I've found you!'

Quickly running towards you, I catched up.

I called out your name and you turned around.

"This room right here." I said, pointing at the room. Ah this is so embarrassing! But still, no turning back now! "Meet me inside later at 4:10 in the afternoon after school, before the club activities." My feelings will be conveyed!

You nod.

 

I'm standing here. Outside the room. Gathering every bit of confidense inside me. I can do this. Saying a good luck charm before I go in; I will make you as happy as you want, if you go out with me.

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Done.

Time to go..

I opened the door.

 

"Would you have me?"