Correcting every Incorrect

Once again

Once again he did it, once again he blamed her, once again he couldn't control his anger, once again he broke her maybe completely this time.
This thought kept playing in Arnav's mind seeing khusi sleeping on the couch .
He was glad that she was sleeping . He didn't know what he would have done or said if she was awake. One thing was sure instead of making something correct he would have just worsen the situation. He was thankful that she was still here in his ,not his.... their room. He corrected himself ,don't know why he felt like correcting. Today everything, every single injustice he did to her, every bad words he told kept playing in his mind making difficult ,even to breath.
He laid down in bed facing his khusi ,sleep was last thing he expected today . He just want to look at her innocent face.

Guilt was only emotion what he felt today may be this would be only feeling he would felt until he could make something correct ....at least could bring small smile on her face.
Looking back he realize he could never became reason of her smile but was always reason of every single drop of tear that came from her beautiful eyes .
From that moment he just want to live so that he can fill her life with happiness . With the thought of making everything right for his khusi he don't known when sleep took over him.

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Khusi...... Arnav got up at once sweating profusely. What type of dream was that. His khusi was covered in blood and what he was doing ,just standing like a statue. His eyes automatically moved towards coach were khusi was sleeping last night. But not seeing khusi there was worst then nightmare he just saw. Getting up at once he started searching khusi in between shouting her name. First that dream and now there was no sign of khusi ,he only knew how he was controlling from breaking down.

Every member gathered around hall when they heard Arnav shouting early in the morning.

What happen Arnav bituwa??? Why are u calling that phati sari .Don't you know what she did to our anjali bitiya......mami said in annoyed tone.

Hp op, did you saw khusi ??? Arnav asked them not listening to what his mami said.

No bhaiya.....hp replied bending his head.

She left me .... I know she will not return .... with this blabbering he started crying bitterly falling on his knees.

Every member were shocked to see him like that. Anjali who was also  down listening to Arnav's shouting stood like statue seeing his brother crying like that.

Hello hi bye bye ....its nice that she left . She should have never enter our life ........ Mami utter bitterly.

I said same thing, why did I do that..... he was just talking to himself rather than other

Bhai, What are you saying?? But Khusiji was at fault though  ..... akash tried defending his mother.

Payal was too shocked to listen that. Out of all she least expected akash to think like that.

(letting out small laugh at his brother)
Ya ... she was at fault though it was me who forced her for contract marry that too for six month . She was at fault though it was me who threatened to stop yours and Payal marriage.

Sharp intake of breath could only be heard ,why not they were all too shocked with what they listened.

What you said ???Payal asked getting angry

Payal ,she didn't want to be the reason of your broken marriage for second time so she agreed to marry me . Oh god, what I did?? I should have listen to whole conversation before taking that step......He once again started talking to himself rather than others.