Let's fall in love again | KWONJIYONG.

Chapter 17

I remembered when GD told me his feelings
*flashback*
{GD:I know your not gonna believe me but I want someone I need someone in my life Y/N I want someone like you
Me: someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you too don't forget me I be-
GD:Y/N are you trying to make fun of my feelings I know no one understands me even that day when I said daesung he laughed it off and even Yang laughed it off I thought your different Y/N but your the same as them
Me: no GD I wanted to make you smile you don't know how much I want to make you laugh GD I don't ever want you to cry I loved you and I still love you GD is glad you have feelings for me GD
GD tears fell down his cheeks he turned around to not show me his tears but I put his head in my lap and rubbed his teardrops and kissed his head
Me:GD I didn't have to much courage to say you again that I love you I never felt for anyone this way even when I was with taeyang I didn't felt this way as I'm feeling for you}
I cried harder as I remembered his words
he betrayed me
It was just like someone stabbed a knife in my heart he betrayed me with his words just his words I couldn't believe he betrayed me like that I was really cold and shivering
I stood up from the bench
And rubbed my tears
I went inside the hotel I was so wet
Some security came and put a towel on me
I went to the elevator and went up but the elevator stopped in 6th floor
The elevator opened but it was empty no one was standing
I heard so much noise it was like someone was breaking something
My heart was beating like crazy even tho I didn't what was the noise but I was so nervous i pressed 8th floor
I arrived but I stepped back and pressed 6th floor I ran to the place where the noise was coming the door was open I got in the floor was full of glasses and the cupboards were broken and a little blood was on the floor
I ran here and there but I didn't find anything
I wanted open the bathroom door but it was locked
Me: is anyone there? I shouted but no one answered back
So I brought a hammer I broke the door
I entered my hand through the place which I broke I opened the lock
I saw the tub full of red water and I saw GD laying there his eyes were closed
I ran and cried I pulled him out of the tub
And put him on the towel
I saw his leg bleeding it was a deep wound
I ran and brought a towel and a kit to dry his wound
His eyes opened and he quickly got up he was looking at his legs
And his head was bleeding I pat his hair back it was a little scratch
I rubbed a towel his hands were full of blood
I rubbed alcohol in his legs and blow it
He pushed me I was standing on my knee so I fell he stood up
I ran and grabbed his hand
Me: don't go out GD
GD: non of your fucking business
Me: GD don't act like a kid please understand what I am saying
GD: fuck u Ya my brain is childish da fuck is your problem get lost
Me: I was trying to help you GD but u never listened to me fine be like this