Something I had on my mind.

My thoughts are a blank space, hiden within the darkness of the night

I know that I should not fear them, yet I do. 

Sometimes my mind is a canvas, blank and empty, always distracted.

Concentrating comes hard for me, in school, I know I am alone.

The few people I talk to deffinetly don't consider me a friend.

I am a quiet loner, longing for a friend.

I speak and yet I am ignored.

I could scream and yell, no one would be there.

I dream of the day where I can leave this world behind, into the darkness

Thats where I long to be.

The only way I know I will get there faster, is ending it all today.

But, yet I feel someone would miss me or it would be highly inconvient,

I do not wish to inconvience someone so, I stay around for another day.

All in the pain of the world, punishing myself to make it alright.